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•tyler•

"Come on Ty they are gonna love you!" Josh hugged me as he knocked on a door. I smiled before the door opened. "Oh hey Josh. Tyler right?" The guy hugged Josh and furrowed eyebrows at me. I nodded and he motioned for us to come in. He led us to what was probably his basement since we went down the cold stairs. When we entered the room there were a couple of guys practicing and all the instruments scattered around. "Guys this is Tyler and he's gonna sing for us." The guy introduced me to them and they said their names. They wanted to start immediately so Josh gave me an assuring hand squeeze and sat behind the drums in the corner. I looked over at him and locked eyes with the guitar guy. He sent me a wink and I turned back quickly shaking it off. Josh's drumming was hot. I tried not to look because I didn't want to have a boner on a band practice Damn.

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We finished and went up to eat something. Connor and Josh volunteered to make the lunch and I sat on the bench next to Jake.
"Connor That's not how you make spaghetti!"
"Yes it is!"
"You don't just put them in the oven!"
I chuckled at the two as I felt heat down my tigh ralising it was Jake's hand. I almost choked on air as he stroked it up to my crotch and back. Josh. Josh. Josh! I wanted to scream but nothing came past my lips. Jake smirked and removed his hand. When they finished cooking, we went to the living room and sat on the couch to start eating. I looked up and Jake winked at me while licking his bottom lip making me gag and stop eating. After some time of them just talking and joking around, i leaned against the couch and fell asleep.

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"Wake up sleepyhead."
I heard low raspy voice as my eyes slowly opened, adjusting to the light. "Good morning Tyler." I looked to my left to see Jake on the sofa sending me a smirk. I sat up and looked around. "They left to the store." Jake answered my non existent question. Now I was getting scared.
I got up. "Umm I- I sh-should g-go n-now." I blurted out, avoiding eye contact as I started walking.
I sped up as I heard him get up.
"You ain't going anywhere baby boy." I turned the door knob and it was locked. JOSH!
Nothing.
"Come back ty." I turned around slowly.
"L-let me g-go." I stuttered.
He smirked and approached me. "I don't feel like it, princess." He spat and pulled me to him, crashing his tongue into my throat, making me gag. I pushed his chest but he was so much stronger than me. "J-josh!" I screamed between his sour lips. "Say my name." He snorted and pulled away as I whimpered. "Say it!" He screamed as his palm collided with my cheek. The pain making me fall back on the couch as I cried out. "You're such a pussy." He spat at me as he ripped my shirt off and my pants. "But a hot one." He climbed on top of me, grinding our hips together as I whimpered as silent as I could. JOSH! JOSH! HELP ME JOSH!
I still couldn't scream.
He pulled off his clothes and both of our underwear. "You're so pretty Tyler." He whispered as I tried to slip from the couch. "No no no." He shoved me back as he crashed inside of me, the pain making me arch back and let out a painful whimper. "You're not leaving me baby boy." He whispered as he started grinding forcefully and painfully as I was gripping his hands, digging my nail into the skin. "Stop it you little slut!" He yelled and pulled my hair as I let out a scream. "You're gonna regret this." He spat in my ear as he turned me around, pushing my face in the pillows. I couldn't even move anymore so I just laid there crying as he did everything to me.

I hate myself.