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•josh•

"Hey let's sit here." I said as we walked next to a coffee house that looked welcoming. "Sure." He shrugged leaning on my shoulder, as we held our hands together. We entered and a little bell Rand trough the room.
"No!" Tyler screamed and ran it the door, me following behind. "Tyler!" I called out running. "Tyler stop please!" I yelled again, catching my breath. He stopped and turned around, his eyes filled with tears. "What happened?" I panted. "H-he w-was th-there." He answered, frantically looking around. "Where? In the cafe?" I rushed. He nodded before putting his head in his hands, beginning to shake. "Come here." I said, grabbing his hand and dragging him back to the cafe. The bell rang again and people stared at us but I didn't care. I Came to the table where all the familiar faces sat and my fist flew over the table. "Man what the fuck?" Everyone yelled, but they didn't know. "You son of a bitch." I spat and dragged Jake by his collar, punching him over and over again. I couldn't control myself any longer, the blackness corrupted my sight. I kept hitting and scratching him until two guys pulled me away from him. "I swear if you touch him again!" I yelled as my eyes became watery but rage and anger were still boiling. "I'll kill you!" I spat while the guys dragged me out. I kicked the nearest car tire and pulled my hair in frustration. I Heard the bell ring and Tyler came out. I let out a cry and hugged him tight. "I'm sorry Tyler." I sniffed. "I'm sorry I left. I'm sorry for not being there to protect you and keep you safe. I should've stayed. I'm a horrible person. I'm sorry." He pulled away and furrowed his eyebrows. "Stop it." He whipped away the tears from my cheeks. "You're not a horrible person. Actually you're the complete opposite. And don't apologize, nothing is your fault." I saw anger in his eyes, but not towards me. I sniffed and kissed his swelled lips. "I love you Josh." He whispered. "I love you more, Tyler." I answered the same way.

370 words fight me.