Hidden Secrets #Watty2015

5. Your Special to me

'you seem abit nervous. Are you okay?' I was staring up at jacks door. With Zayn beside me.

'Yeah ... Erm I ' quick find an excuse. Just finding the key which I held in my hand. I turned the knob but I was scared what to find. Jack was the player of our school, which meant he probably went out with every girl and slept with them. But he promised me that he wouldn't do that to me because I was special to him. I trust him too much I think. I need to tone it down a little. My hands were shaky as I called for Jack. 'J it's me R you home?' I opened the door to his room whisk I regretted doing. I found Jack in bed with another girl almost snogging his face off. He ofcourse didn't notice me as the girl screamed his name as he pushed in and out of her.

'You disgusting piece of shit!' I screamed, running down to the kitchen. 'Zayn come on leis just go.' I pulled his arm. He had numerous questions but I avoided it all. This time I felt Jack stop us.

'Please babe. Hear me out. It's not what it looked like!' He pleaded.

'I've kept silent for too long. Not anymore. Everyone was right about you.. You... I don't wanna know who you are anymore!' I said storming out. Tears rolled down my cheeks.

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I was staring out my bedroom window. The weather had perfectly matched my mood! It was dark and gloomy outside, pouring it down. It felt as if the heavens had opened up and was crying out with me too. I sighed leaning my head back looking out - why can't I ever be happy? Why can't I find my Prince Charming? Ella was always right about Jack but I didn't listen because I was too stubborn. Good thing she wasn't home to see me drained out.

My thoughts wandered to Zayn. Before leaving Jack's I remember him punching him in the stomach with his words being 'if I was you, I'd stay away from both of us. I would never treat a girl special like Rose like that ever!' What did he mean by special. His voice kept repeating in my head.

My thoughts were intercepted when I heard a knock on my door. 'Hey' it was Zayn. I gestured him to come in. 'I made you some herbal tea, it will help you feel better' I took it with a small smile. Thanking him. As we was about to leave I grabbed his arm pleading him not to go.

'Please stay here... I - I - I need you' I stutured it was true I need a friend like Zayn. He took a seat beside me not letting my hand go. 'Look am sorry you had to see all that today. I -'

'Why are you sorry? He's a dick. And it weren't your fault at all.' He searched for my eyes. Rubbing smooth circles on the back of my hand.

'Di - did you mean what you said earlier?' I asked him. I needed to know.

'What!'

'That I was special' I asked. He looked somewhat shocked

'Yeah. You've always been special to me since the day I met you. Your not like the other girls. Look why don't you get some sleep.' He stood up 'let me take that for you' I took my last long sip giving the cup to him.

'Zayn' his head whipped around

'Yeah?'

'Thank you for everything' I said with a smile.

' you shouldn't have to thank me. Smile for me more often it suits you' he said before going out.

Good thing I was in my PJs already I got in shutting the lights. A small smile creeping on my face as I fell asleep into dreamland.