Hidden Secrets #Watty2015

21. Miss you

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I woke up feeling so tired, a yawn escaped my lips as I wondered what the time was. I looked at the clock beside me 11:11, shit have I been asleep for that long. I let my eyes scan my room, yes I finally got Lills to sleep in her own bed. I had a double bed with a collage of photos of me, Stella, Stanley and Lilly. My family - I smiled.

The curtains were draped closed but, you could tell the sun was shining outside. Today might be a good day. I forcefully dragged my feet into Lilly's room, to find her asleep like an angel. I kissed her softly on her lips.

I turned away heading to the lounge, I wasn't in a mood for breakfast just yet. I felt my phone vibrate on the side of me, to find it was a message from Tyler.

Ty; Goodmorning babe... How u doing today xx
I smiled at his choice of words.
Me; morning am fine, I just woke up now but could do with more sleep though :(
Ty: hahha arwww I feel for u... Any plans for today
Me: yea acc I was gonna go shopping, needed to buy some stuff. Oh and remember you were telling me that friend of yours does babysitting, would she be free to sit with Lills for a while, she seems pretty knackered today and I don't wanna take a cranky child shopping
Ty: oh my god. I can just imagine you as a mother.. Hahaha yes she is free today, I could bring her over and maybe we could go shopping together that way you can meet Wali ;-)
Me: sounds like a plan xxx

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'Hey' I said greeting Ty, who was at my door. From behind walked around a girl who I assumed to be Waliya, she was definetly the version of pretty.

'Hi. Omg I finally get to meet the famous Rose, this stupid friend of mine wouldn't stop talking about you the whole way here' she said punching Tyler roughly in the shoulder and earning a glare from Tyler in return.

'It's so nice to meet you finally, Tyler has filled me in all about you' I said smiling and hugging her. 'Why don't you come make yourself at home, whilst I go get Lilly'

I jogged up the stairs to find Lilly on my phone, 'missy, what do you think you are doing on my phone?' Her eyes widened and she looked like she's seen a ghost.

'I didn't do anything I promise. Believe me Rosie. I didn't. I was just playing flappy birds.' I crouched down to her level. What was she talking about? She gave me the phone and I saw a message on the screen that shook me up.

Zayn: I'm really missing you today and I just can't get you out of my head.. I've been trying to call you, Stan was saying you have moved out and he's not telling me where u are. Look I just wanna talk, I want you to be with me. Please let me make it up to you xxx

After all these months, he wishes to message me asking for me back. I closed my eyes to stop the tears from brimming down. I shut the phone off. 'Hey don't worry princess, it's not your fault. Erm Waliya is here let's go' I took my hand in Lily's and we both walked down the stairs.

'Am sorry rosie' Lilly's soft voice spoke. I looked down at her and could see she was shaken up as if she had done a bad deed.

'Hey sweetheart, it's okay' I said whispering and squeezing her hand to reassure her. My eyes met Tyler's and mouthed to me if everything was OK. I braved a smile and nodded. Thankfully Tyler did the honours if introducing Lilly. My mind wandered to Zayn, all these months and he chooses to message now. 

Tyler shook me out of my thoughts and I asked Lilly if she was still okay staying here with Waliya. Those two seemed to have warmed up to each other so that was fine by me.

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The car ride was silent, the only thing you could hear was Ty's music in the back playing on a quiet level. I could feel his gaze on me every now and then, his mouth opening and closing, debating on whether or not he should ask me. 'Are you okay?' He asked with concern laced in his voice.

'He messaged me saying he -- m- misses me and that he wants to meet up' I said lowly looking down at my fingers. 'Lils thinks it's her fault because she - was on my phone when he had messaged, part of me wants to see him, part of me doesn't and I just don't know what to do.' I looked up and bit my lip.

'Maybe it's time to hear what he has to say, it may just change for you a little. But can I ask you one thing?' I nodded my head for him to continue.

'Are you still in Love with him?' The car went into a pin drop silence. Am I? Am I, still in love with the boy who saved me that very day, am I still in love with.. I looked to Tyler and he looked back at me. I -

'I think so..'

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After a few hours of shopping, we sat down. My feet were killing me. Tyler had told me to message him, whilst I was waiting for our food.

R:When I got your message, I couldn't believe it.. It's fair to say I have missed you too .. I have moved into London with Lilly & I think we need a catchup xx

I hit send. Waiting anxiously for his reply. Within a few seconds later my phone signalled a reply.

Z:Am in London aswell, there's this really nice coffee shop. How about tomorrow at 2? And do you need picking up?

I showed Tyler the message, I don't want Zayn to know where I live yet if things don't go to plan. 'I'll drop you off.

R:Tomorrow is fine with me & it's okay I've got a friend who'll drop me off just send me the address.

Z: Zayn Shared a Location with you
     See you tomorrow.

I put my phone away. Not wanting to talk much about what tomorrow may bring, so I started eating my burger and I could tell you it was scrumptious.

Hi guys, as I have mock exams coming up this book is going on a very 'small' hold. I promise I'll be back in 3 weeks to update.

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