Hidden Secrets #Watty2015

11. Dont leave

A few months on

Zayn and I were going strong. You could say we were best friends that acted really childish at times. We decided that we shouldn't pretend to be a couple, so we told Jack the truth. Even though he got defensive, Zayn was my hero and saved the day by punching him which of course resulted himself in getting suspended.

Zayn kept his promise and made sure he took me to see Ella and Harry, Ella is slowly starting to settle in. She lives in the countryside, Harry's family own a farm, and slowly Harry is teaching Ells how to maintain it too. Ella has told me she has developed a crush on Harry but she knows, she cannot fall in love with her brother.

Am laying down here with Zayn beside me, Zayn holding me in his arms caressing my soft hair. Even though we are not a couple, he would still protect me from any stormy weather. 'Rose' he whispers. I look up nodding. 'I... Er-need to tell you something?' His eyebrows were furrowed in confusion as if he was debating whether to tell me or not.

'What's wrong Zayn?' I asked placing my hand on his cheek.

'Denise came..' He cleared his throat. 'Denise came up to me earlier, and said since am turning 18 soon, I have to find my adoptive parents. They are coming to see me tomorrow. She said I'd have to accept to move.. In with them, otherwise the authority will get involved.' I pursued my lips together.

'Your leaving?' I said barely in a whisper. Tears threatening to form in my eyes. Zayn wiped my tears away taking me in an embrace. 'Zayn your leaving me.' He pulled back and shaking his head.

'You know, I'll never leave you alone Rose .. I Lo-'

'Zayn your leaving me, you promised to stay, Zayn I have no one here except you, soon Lilly is going and there's no kind - heart out there to take me away.' I was furious. Zayn was leaving me behind. Lilly is going to and I just can't bare to get my words out.

'Look at me' Zayn made me sit up as if I was in his laps. 'Am not gonna go far away, I'll visit you regularly. I promise. I don't want to go and leave you behind here. If I could I would have taken you with me, I'll miss you Baby so much!' We hold each other tight in embrace not letting go, I couldn't control my cries, my throat is tightening the only person who was there for me, who I grew so close to is leaving me.