Hayes Grier fanfic: Hope for the Helpless

Introduction

This world has many disappointments. There's this silly thing that follows everyone around each and every day, it's called hope.

     Some may snicker or scoff by even the sound of that word, "hope" some may say its even poison. I for one lack in hope and depend everything in the momentous of the moment when it comes, the adrenaline rush, that feeling where...you're actually living. You're not living just because you're breathing; you're living because you feel on top of the world. And before you even feel like you're at the highest mountain, with adrenaline and satisfaction pumping through your veins and you could practically feel the wind pushing your hair and your cheeks burning because you've been smiling for far too long...have you even really been living all along?

     However I've been proven wrong before, once to be exact, when I first fell in love. I remember the way he looked at me, whether it be a quick glance or lingering gaze, he looked at me like he knew how my brain thought only of him. He looked at me like he knew that by one simple touch, he sent my heart running miles and my breathing to quicken that I could barely croak a word. He looked at me...and he saw the hope in my eyes.

     'till this day I still have hope for true love and that if two people are meant to be, they will find each other at the right time and continue where their love story left off. That is the only time I believe in hope, for it can be poison but medicine at the same time.

I still have hope for love,

I still have hope that he'll come back.

Why did you leave without an explanation?

Jack Gilinsky...why did you leave me when I told you that I loved you?
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Hello my lovelies!! I'm back!! And with another fanfiction!! Woooo!😊I'm extremely excited for this fanfic and just wanted to note a few things:
1) this story takes place in WINNIPEG
2) the ages of the main characters including hayes and a few others will be around 17-20? The main character being 17 and hayes being 18.
3) there will be some...familiar characters and stuff down memory lane, if you've read because of him you'll know what I'm talking about ;) 
4) yes it says Jack gilinsky. Why? BECAUSE HAYES WILL HAVE TO GO UP AGAINST JACK GILINSKY 😱😱😱😱( #teameyebrows & #teamblueyes😂)
And lastly: 5) hayes is once again, a badboy in this story. Because who doesn't love badboy hayes????
**p.s I'd really appreciate if this story would not be copied without my permission and credit and that the original origin of this book remains 100% my work
***p.p.s this is inspired by paper towns by John Green

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