Regrets

Chapter 5: Hospital Again?

*SERENA'S POV*
Serena~ "Wha, Wha, where am I?"
Nurse~ "She's awake, she's awake!"

I am in serious confusion right now. What the hell is going one. I, wait is that, No way! Is that who I think it is!? She came to see me!

Serena~ "Katrina? Oh my lord it's really you! I can't believe you came to see me Kat!"

She stood quiet. And, she's crying? Im fine? Its like she's acting like, she can't see me.

*Kat walks out, and went to speak to the nurse as Serena was listening*

Kat~ "Uh, ma'am, Id really like to check out now."
Serena~ "What! NO. Kat you haven't even said a WORD since I've seen you. What the hell Kat?"
Nurse~ "Are you sure Miss Smith. Your sister just woke up, I'm sure she'd like to see you."
Kat~ "No. She's better off without me. This is all, its all my fault."
Kat~ "...Okay then. Im going to say bye to my mother, then I'll be out of your hair."
Serena~ "What, Mom? Kat this isn't funny. Is mom here! Is she alive?!"
Nurse~ "Wait, there's something, something about your mom you need to know,"
Kat~ "Oh I know. She had many injuries, I was speaking with her earlier."
Serena~ "Oh my god, what happened to mom Kat?"
Nurse~ "Her injuries, she didn't make it. She didn't die on impact though, she survived, but someone unplugged the oxygen mask, so she died for lack of oxygen."
Serena~ "What! This, this isn't funny, I need to-"
Kat~ "I, I, I can't believe what I've done. I should have just told her no, (sobbing) I-"
Nurse~ "It is not your fault. Your mother was drunk, it wasn't really her who was driving, it was just a less, sober her."
Serena~ "(sobbing) so when mom comes back, I don't get to see her! Life is, its so UNFAIR!"
Nurse~ "We were about to tell your sister what-"
Kat~ "No. You CANNOT tell her. Just tell her our mother died on impact. Make it seem like she never had a chance. That'll make her feel like she couldn't help her so she knows it wasnt her fault. But if she knew she died just a bit BEFORE she woke up, she's going to completely blame herself."

She left. Just left me. Without a trace. She's just, gone. I, MOM! I have to go see her. Since everyone's ignoring me Ill go check myself

I went to look what room she is. I entered the nurse's office. I got in the nurse's office to check her room. Room 731! Just. Just like the car crash and, crap. I've been spotted.

Serena~ "Im sorry! I just wanted to, you know what. I'll just go now."

She sat down and just sighed. I could hear her say under her breath, that poor family. Ugh- I hate pity. I just need to find Room- there it is!

I found it. Im going in.

Serena- "Mom! I can't believe, oh- oh yeah. Your dead. For a second time. I can't believe I- (sob)."

Im watching her, in her deathbed, the same one where I, what's that in, in her hand. It looks like, a paper.

*Serena picks up the paper and reads it.*
"Dear Serena,
Im so sorry about all this. I really messed up terribly. I want to you to know, the way I treated you last night, I didn't mean it.
I really do love you. Your father is just usually there to stop me. But, I promise after all this, We'll celebrate Kat's birthday like a normal family. And just recover. Oh, you and Kat are getting so big now. Kat's turning 20 and your going to be 18 in just December. Oh I know it seems far away but soon it'll be one month until your birthday! I remember when you two were born in this hospital. Best days of my life. My two little bundles of joy. But Serena, right now, your in a coma, and this is my fault. But, soon, you'll wake up, and, we'll be all happy. And the doctors say I'll live. And, I actually quite believe them! You know me and my hopeful heart. And, if I don't make it, take care of them for me. You're the best thing thats ever happened to me. I love you more than anything in the world.
Love,
Mom
"

Wait, wait, what! Did miss something. Kat's birthday! That's until September. Was I in a coma for 4 months! And Last night! Did I miss something I must have missed something! I- I. Wait, Kat's still hear, she coming here! I gotta put the note back and hide!

*Serena puts back the note and hides as Kat and her father walk in*

Kat~ "Look at mom. She was always so happy. I, I can't believe, wait. She, she has a note."

*Kat reads the note, but when she's done, she hides it in her purse*

Dad~ "You know she's awake. You can just-"
Kat~ "(crying) No. Serena can't know that Mom had a chance. She will fund a way to blame herself. We, we can't tell her."
Dad~ "(sigh) This world is shit."
Kat~ "Dad!"
Dad~ "Well shit Katrina! Im sorry life sucks. First my mom leaves me when Im a kid, takes all the money and we're left poor. Then my big sister, who always helped through this crap, MOVES TO NY. And then a month ago my Dad dies from cancer. Now my wife leaves me and my favorite daughter is LEAVING. And I fond out the person I loved most in the world loves a piece of trash more than me! WHAT THE HELL. IS THIS NOT TOTAL CRAP!"
Kat~ "(sobbing) Dad, this isn't, this isn't the person I grew up with. Please. While, while I'm gone, take her, take care of Serena."
Dad~ "Well if you love her so much why don't you take care of her god dammit!"
Kat~ "I- I can't. I just can't. Im sorry I have to go."
Dad~ "(mumbles) err, I'll do what I want with that sorry excuse for a daughter."

*Kat leaves and stuffs the note in her purse as Mr. Smith watches his dead wife in her deathbed. Serena sneaks out of the room crying, yet confused.*

What the hell is going on! Their all acting like, like the day of, of, of the crash. Could it? That's impossible. Wait. It, would. Crap my brain hurts. There's only one real way to know.

*Serena checks her phone, now cracked, unlike before. She's shocked by what she finds.*

Oh my god! What, what the hell! It's December 3rd, 2014! Maybe that's why everyone's been ignoring me. NO! NO NO NO NO NO! This, this is impossible! I- no Matt and Maddie have to be pulling a prank. This is total crap. I, I, AHHHHHHH. I CANT HANDLE THIS. WHETHER THIS IS REAL OR NOT IM DONE WITH THIS. IM DONE WITH LIFE. DAD IS RIGHT. this world is shit.

*Serena enters her mothers room opens the window*

Serena~ "Im sorry Mom. Ever since the car crash, nothing's been the same. Not dad, not Kat, not even me. You always made me happy but, you can't do that anymore. Whether this is real or not, I love you. I love you so much. Goodbye."

*Serena jumps. She jumps from the 12th floor and, cries, cries tears of joy. But right before she hits the ground, she gasps for breath*

Serena~ *(gasping for breath with tears in her eyes) Where am I? What happened. I, I-"

*Serena begins to cry. Nonstop just cries. Crying into someone's arms she doesn't even notice*

???~ "Shhh. Shh. I've got you. You're safe now. You're safe with me."

(A/N
Okay this is where im gonna leave you guys off now😁☺️ its like sorta a cliffhanger in a way. Okay so now Ima go rewatch OUAT on Netflix . You'll understand if your a Oncer. Okay then😅 Adios✌🏻
-B.💕)