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"Kens,you okey?" I heard Deeks from other side of the doors.
"I'm fine." I said washing my face.
"You sure? This isn't first time it happened. You're very sick lately."
"I'm fine Deeks."
"If you say so." I opened doors and walk into room putting clothes on.
"Hurry up." I said annoyed that he hasn't moved since I enter the room.
He shook his head but went and put clothes on.
-Deeks' POV-
I have no idea what's wrong with Kens. She's been sick since I came back.
She refuse to go to doctors and I can't stand to see her like this.
She doesn't sneeze or has fever.
I don't even know how could she be sick when she eats always.
But I decided to let it go today,of this happen tomorrow, I'm calling the doctor.
Soon we were back at OPS and this time we didn't have any cases.
"What should we do than?" I asked as we all stand in OPS.
"Whatever you want to do Mr.Deeks." Hetty said and walked away. Ookey.
I looked around to see Nell and Kens talking and laughing. At least she's not sick anymore.
Sam and Callen went to check up on something, I don't know what.
Eric. I sat down next to him.
"So." he looked at me confused.
"What's up with you and Nell?" I asked nodding at her.
"Did Kensi tell you to do this?" I raised an eyebrow.
"What? No. Why?"
"She asked me the same last week." he said quietly so they couldn't hear us.
"That only shows that something is going on with the two of you." I smirked.
He sigh, "It all started.."
-Kensi's POV-
"I don't know." Nell said and I sigh.
"Come on Nell.You kissed him."
"That was two years ago.And we were under the mistletoe, I don't think it meant anything to him." her face fell.
"You can always ask."
"After 2 years? No way." she refused.
"What can you lose? You saw what happened between us.That could possibly happen to you two." I said nodding at Deeks and Eric who were full on talking.
"It's not the same. We all knew you two had something since Janvier. And we have nothing" she sigh sadly.
"Sometimes you have to risk everything for the person you truly love.And if he loves you back,than it will be worth it." I said patting her back a little.
"I don't think I can do that. I'm not like you."
"You're not.You're stronger than me and I bet you already imagined outcome. Right?" she nodded.
"But I am not stronger than you."
"You're tougher."
"I'm not.I don't have the nerve to do that." she shifts in the chair probably feeling shy or uncomfortable.
"Are you kidding me? I can't even tell him and we spend every day together."
"Kensi,you will change his life with that.I will ruin his if I tell him."
Is this true? Am I going to change his life? Will he accept us when he finds put? Damn it, I did not thought this through.
"Kensi?You there?" I shook my thoughts and turn to Nell.
"Yeah I'm sorry. What did you say?"
"I asked of you want anything to eat." oh.
"Yeah,um I'm gonna go to bathroom than grab something to eat.I can bring you something."
"Sure.I'm just gonna go with Oreo cookies." I nodded and looked at guys who were still talking. I threw a pen at them and it hit Deeks.
"You guys want anything to eat?"
"Oreo cookies." Eric said and I couldn't help bit glance at Nell. They want the same food.
"You?" Deeks looked confused.
"Um, a sandwich. With ham,cheese, salad and ketchup." I scrunch my nose in disgust but nodded.
"Okey." I walked put of OPS.
-Deeks' POV-
I watched as Kens left.
"Since when do we have a right to eat here?" I asked little confused.
"I don't know.A while." Nell approach us.
"A while? It wasn't like this before Washington."
"Yeah, but when you have pregnant hormonal woman in here whole day you have to obey her." Eric said casually.
"What?" Now I'm really confused. Someone's pregnant?
"Yeah she-"
"Eric!" Nell almost yelled at him.
He looked up at her since we were sitting and she wasn't.
"What? She IS his partn-" he didn't finish because Nell clapped her hand over his mouth.
I look at her but she was smiling nervously.
Okey than.
"Hey guys here.And don't eat my food,I'll be back soon.Have to use bathroom." Kens smiled and run out.
Crazy woman, spends half a day there.
What was Eric about to say before Nell stopped him.
She IS his partn-.
Constantly going to bathroom.
Eating a lot.
Vomiting every day bit isn't sick.
Nell replacing her.
Occasionally mood swings.
"KENSI IS WHAT?!" I stood up from my chair making it fall back.
Eric's eyes widened. "Deeks, I thought you know." he had quilty expression.
I rushed to the table and saw that stinky chips again.
It's true.
She's pregnant.
Than that means... Holy shit!
I'M GONNA BE A FATHER!
-Kensi's POV-
I was just walking up the stairs when Eric rushed with guilty expression on his face.
"I am so sorry.I had no idea."
"What?" I asked confused.
But next thing I saw explained everything. Deeks was rushing to us, his eyes bored into mine.
HE KNOWS!
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/04/09/2015/
