Blow Me [One-shots] BoyxBoy [CLOSED]

I Want More

IT’S KANDY BITCHES!!!

This is not like the other one-shots…it’s on the really romantic side of things, I would say.

I have a sexy booty, just thought I’d put that out there.

            I’ve been pacing in my room for God knows how long. I invited Cedric over but now for the reasons what we usually want to be alone where no one else was. It didn’t matter where we were, as long as there was no one else around we were doing something. We were either fucking or one of us was between the other’s legs with his head going up and down while the other moaned. Or we were both panting as our hips moved.

            It all started a few months ago after we started college. During the last week of high school I had posted a message on Facebook: This is Daniel Scott. This is not a spam. This is not a hack. I am gay. No one was mean to me. No one bullied me. No one called me names. Everyone left me alone. There were some nonbelievers after I posted the status so I made a video with the same short, brief message and posted it. Apart from the occasional “is it true?” questions everything was fine.

            After I came out, I found out that Cedric thought he might be gay. Cedric and I had always been friends. Not best friends, close friends. Cedric asked me for help. He wanted to figure things out and see how he felt about the whole thing. He was kind of repulsed with himself but I wasn’t mad at him for feeling that way. He was inclined to feeling like that. He didn’t understand why he was the way he was and he had a difficult time accepting himself.

            I accepted. I wanted to help him and I didn’t mind being with him. Cedric is a very attractive guy and I found him attractive. Being with him wasn’t at all difficult but I had to prepare myself mentally. In my head we were only going to have sex maybe once or twice, Ced would figure things out and we’d get on with our lives. Except that didn’t happen. We never stopped. We became best friends. We became best friends who fucked each other. We became best friends who would get turned on from watching each other across a room full of people.

            The problem.

            I always thought I was going to lose my virginity, back or front to someone I was madly in love with and I wanted to give him everything I could. It ended up being that I fell in love with the person I lost my virginity to. We both lost our virginities to each other. We both also knew that the first time we had had sex was different than the others, however, none of us said anything. Ever.

            Now Cedric is coming over and I have to tell him how I really feel.  It won’t be Ced’s fault if he doesn’t feel the way about me. I know I have a bit of an advantage because I’m not asking him to tell everyone we’re together or do something like I had done in the past. There are just a few things that I want and need him to know.  

            Cedric has a key to my apartment, so when I heard the keys racketing on the other side of the door my nerves went into overdrive.

            “Danny?” Ced called from the other side of the door. I jumped at the sound of his voice. “Can you open the door, please? My fucking keys aren’t working. Again.”

            It’s not that his keys aren’t working. He has too much keys on his keychain and is most likely using the wrong one. Clearing my throat, I swallowed the most of my nervousness and went to open the door.

            “Thanks buddy,” he said, he stood in front of me. I could see the question written all over his face, whether to greet me with a kiss or just walk by. He smiled then chose the latter. I was thankful he did; what I’m about to do will be way easier without the momentarily memory of his lips lingering on mine.