Together, Forever!

Chapter 4

I wish I could tell you that I'm sorry. I think to myself as I look at Adam driving. He picked me up as he promised but hasn't uttered a single word to me today. He never even came down to me tonight. I waited for him but he didn't come at all. I cried all night. I cried for him and I cried for myself.

Looking away from him I look out the window and try not to cry right now. I don't want Adam to see how much I'm hurting right now. I know that I'll probably end up crying every day when I see him with Sarah besides him.

I'll lose him forever and I don't want that. I want the both of us to be together, forever. I want it to last. I feel a tear leak from my eye and quickly wipe it away.

"We're here" He says coldly. Feeling another tear drop down I don't bother wiping it away because I know that there's no point. "Zoya, we are here. Get out" Letting out a sniff I cover my hand over my mouth and close my eyes as a sob escapes my mouth. "Zoya, stop crying. Shit!" I hear Adam open his car door and soon enough I hear my one open as I'm met with a strong wind. "Zoya open your eyes" I feel warmth on either side of my cheeks as I slowly pry my eyes open.

His eyes reflect back in mine as they're filled with sadness.

"Leave me alone" I plead with him.

"I am not leaving you alone" He pulls me into his chest despite my seatbelt on as I cry onto his chest like all the times before.

"I'm so sorry Adam. I'm so sorry about last night" I tell him. He pulls me away from him and places his hand on my cheeks again.

"I should be sorry Zoe...not you. I'm an idiot too not realise not to make you feel like shit. I shouldn't have pressured you and I did. I'm so sorry that I did" Letting out another sob he pulls me back to his chest as I cry everything out.

"Oh my God, what happened?" Looking above Adam's shoulder I see Sarah standing there with a confused look on her face.

"Sarah I'm sorry that I'm late with meeting you" Adam replies back to her with his arms still around me. He was going to meet her? So he wasn't really going to apologise to me and would just leave me alone?

"Adam" I call out to him. He keeps his hands on me and looks me in the eye as he begins to wipe some of my tears away.

"You go with Sarah. I'll be fine" I lie to him.

"Don't be crazy. I'm staying right here with you" He argues back.

"And me" Sarah adds on putting her hand on his shoulder. Jealousy hits me everywhere as I see the contact of her hand on his shoulder.

"Let me go. I'm a big girl. I'll see the both of you at lunch" Un doing the seat belt I wipe away all of my tears and force another fake smile on my lips.

"If you want to go then you should go. Just make sure to call me" Adam says. I nod my head as we hug really quickly.

"Bye"