No More Secrets - Ben Downed X Jeff the Killer

Forgiveness

Bens pov:

Jeff did make a good point. "Im sorry jeff there has been alot of messed up things happening to me and to you, I think it just got to me a bit, do you forgive me" I lowered my head and looked at the floor. Jeff smiled. He always ended up smiled away his problems.

Jeff chuckled to himself "I forgave you ages ago ben" I looked confused "it happened like 5 minutes ago, not even that" I protested. Jeff pulled my in to a hug "shhhhh ben its in the past" I smiled a bit.

Jeff came down to my hight and wiped away the blood tear trails from my eyes. God im such a baby I cry all the time. Jeff is so strong and brave I only seen him cry once I think. He must have seen me cry about 30 times.

Why is he still with me "jeff what do you actually see in me" jeff stopped and looked at me. He smiled "I see a beautiful funny hansome guy, you understand me as we are kind of the same, I see mystery and passion but also carring and compassion" I smiled at jeff.

I went really pale in the face. "You ok ben" I nodded "yeah I think so". I sat down on the floor. Jeff sat next to me. "You dont look so well" jeff questioned. "Is it me or is it really warm" jeff removed his hoodie and placed it on the floor next to him.

I looked at jeff "it is quit warm tonight". I smiled weekly at jeff. He looked really worried. "Come on ben tell me whats up" jeff placed his hand on my shoulder. I turned to look at him. My mouth opened like I was going to say something bit instead hot yellow puke poured out of my mouth.

It was projectile vomit all over jeffs front. Once I stopped I looked at jeff i was so frightened of what he would say. "Im... im sorry" I begain shaking and crying. Jeff rased his hand to his head. This is it jeff is going to hit me I know it. I closed my eyes tightly and waited for my beating. I waited and waited but nothing happened.

I breathed in deeply and opened my eyes jeff was sat topless next to me. Jeff looked at me and smiled. He pulled out a tissue and wiped my mouth. His long slender arms wrapped around me. I cryed on his shoulder. "Ben, do you feel better now" jeff questioned.

I nodded a bit "im... so sorry ... jeff" I stuttered. He hugged me tighter "dont be sorry these things happen, I didn't like that top anyway, it was old and needed to be chucked out" jeff smiled. "I just puked all over you, I thought you would have hit me" jeff shook his head "why did you think I would hit you" jeff questioned.

"You rased your hand to your head and I puked on you" I said shaking. Jeff looked deep in my eyes and kissed me. "Ben I dont care about that I care that your safe and it was not on purpose so I forgave you" I smiled weekly at jeff and hugged him tightly.