The Memory

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Jeffs pov:

It has been a week since Ben had recovered. I am so hurt he can't remember who I am. Its not his fault I guess. Surely Ben should remember something, anything. Sadly Ben remembers nothing. How could Ben remember everyone even Tobi, but not me. With out Ben I was a nobody, just a insaine human, a waste of space.

It felt like my soul had been snached and replaced with a grumpy old mans soul. I dident feel like eating or showering. I have been refusing to take my sleep tables. My eyes have lost there shine, they are no longer bright, just a plain dull grey colour. I hurd a knock at the door and I was pulled from my thoughs. "Come in....I guess" I answered.

The door opened I looked up to see who could possibly pester me at this hour. Masky appeared at my door "Slenderman, says seeming as your not coming down to eat, I have got to bring you this" Masky handed me a plate of food. "No thanks Masky im not hungry" I replyed.

Masky clicks his tounge against his teeth. "Its that or this" Masky pulled out a needle with yellow liquid in it. "Put it away Masky" I replyed. Masky simply shook his head. "Jeff you must eat something you will end up killing yourself" Masky protested. "I will currently do anything for Ben, I gave my soul to Ben, I just want him to remember me" I replyed as I hurd faint footprints outside my door.

"I just wish that I could go back in time before Ben tryed to kill himself, I can't believe I got so jealous over Clockwork kissing him, I only did it because I love him, I am no one with out Ben" tears fell from my eyes "just look at me, im a wreck, crying because Ben can't remember me how pathetic" I was falling apart without ben. Masky placed his hand on my shoulder.

"Jeff it will be ok im sure Ben will remember you sooner or later" masky tryed to comfort me. "I hope your right" I dryed my face as someone walked in my room. My eyes looked up and saw Ben came in the room. "Ben how much did you hear" I was shocked. "I hurd everything" Ben replyed. My head lowered to the floor. "Oh..." my tone of voice went quite.

Say something Jeff. Don't be such a baby. Its already awkward enough. I rased my head to talk but Ben got there before me. "This room is awsome ... Josh was it" I smiled a bit "no actually my name is Jeff" I corrected.

Ben looked like he saw a ghost. "Ok... I still have no idea who you are..." Ben stared and I felt my heart drop again. "... but what I can remember is being in this room a lot" Ben continued.

I looked at him and smiled "y..you remember m...my room" I stuttered. Ben nodded "I think so" I smiled. "Thats a start" he laughed nervously and left my room. Masky stared at me "looks like someones got there spark back" Masky joked. "Yeah.... now please remove that thing from my room" I said pointing to the needle.

"Fine but you still have to eat Jeff" Masky said sounding worried "I will okay" I replyed and Masky left my room.

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