Chapter Nineteen- Wylan

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What was I doing? Was I crazier than I thought I was?

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What was I doing? Was I crazier than I thought I was?

Maybe, maybe I shouldn't have started avoiding him either. He had triggered all these mixed emotions inside me, and he was driving me insane. How could I like someone that it felt like I barely knew.

"What's your favorite color?" I asked him, turning off the radio as I stared in the direction of the road.

"Green," he responded. "And you?"

"The same color that I always have my rubber bands." I was opening and closing my mouth in a rhythmic way, trying to test them.

"Purple?" he asked, and I stopped abruptly once the light changed.

"Yes, weirdo stalker boy, my favorite color is purple," I admitted as he laughed. I probably had no emotion in my expression.

"Weirdo stalker boy, I must say that's a new one, Sinead." I threw a pen cap at him. "Were you chewing on this?" he asked and I shook my head.

"No, my dog probably did though."

"How do you pronounce your middle name?" I asked as we pulled up to the local art museum.

"Amir, why are we here?" he asked, nodding to the art museum.

"That rhymes!" I squealed. "Oh, sorry, I basically live in this museum, and I thought we should get to know each other. It might help you understand some things about me," I explained.

Once we were inside, I nodded at the woman behind the desk and looked to the stairs. "Um, there's an elevator right there in the corner, you don't really intend to-" he began protesting as I put a finger to his lip.

"We can't have fun if you're going to whine the whole time. Now come on, maybe we'll find an answer in the stairs." I put my finger from his lips and tugged him along.

We reached the first step, and memories flooded my mind. I had climbed these stairs to a ballet class, I'd gone down that atrium to reach the chorus classes they held for young singers.

"This was my sanctuary," I murmured as he looked around. The steps were all wooden and polished along with the walls. "We fought all the time freshman year."

"You hated me," he stated flatly.

I turned to him on the stairs, and he almost ran into me. No, I didn't hate you at first. I wanted you to like me. I still want you to like me, maybe. "There's a fine line between annoyance and hatred. You should learn it." I frowned slightly trying to lessen the intensity of it so he wouldn't think I was trying to scold him.

"I know it, Wylan," he said, staring at me.

Just tell him how you felt. How did I feel? Tell him you liked him, but he liked Lorelei. She was prettier. I shrugged, "I didn't hate you. You just annoyed me."

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