Ch. 15

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"Oh! Things to say that will always start a fight." Luke said. I cleared my throat and looked around at everyone.


"You guys wanna fight?" I asked, making everyone break out into laughter.


"Oh my god!" Calum exclaimed, clutching his stomach. Josh was literally rolling on the floor.


"I'm gonna pee!" He exclaimed, making everyone laugh harder.


"Not on my floor!" Luke yelled through laughter. Everyone soon calmed down and caught there breathe, looking around at each other.


"Have you seen the show before?" Calum asked me. I furrowed my eyebrows and shook my head. "That question was on the show and one of the guys gave that exact answer."


"Really?" I asked with a laugh. He nodded his head and I smiled before shrugging. "I am so good."


"Next." Ashton said with a small laugh. Now if you're wondering, we decided to have the guys come over so we could have a guys night. We decided to do what happened on the show 'Whose Line Is It Anyway' I have no idea what that show is but apparently it was really popular when the guys were younger. But anyways, we each wrote on three pieces of paper and put them in a hat. We have to draw them out and do whatever the paper says. It's quite fun. Josh reached in the hat and pulled out a slip of paper.


"Ok. Uh, Bad pick up lines." He said. "Oh! Can I go?"


"Sure." Michael said with a laugh. Josh stood up and walked in front of me.


"Hey." He said, reaching down to excessively itch his crotch. Everyone started laughing. "So, uh, want to get out of here?" Everyone laughed harder and I smiled up at him before rolling my eyes.
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"I need to go home." Ashton said. I opened my eyes and looked up at him from where I was laying on Josh's chest. I tried to get up but Josh tightened his grip around me and pulled me back down.


"No. You're warm." He said.


"I need to give Ashton a hug." I said with a giggle. He smiled at me and shook his head.


"I'll just come give you a kiss then." Ashton said, leaning down and kissing my cheek, over exaggerating the sound when he pulled away. "Bye. Love you guys."


"Love you too." We all replied and we was gone, closing the door behind him.


"So I have something to tell you guys and Ashton already knows, I told him yesterday." Calum said. We all looked at him and he sighed. "Me and Hannah are getting divorced."


"What?!" Luke asked. "You guys have been married for what? 11 years?"


"We got married because I got her pregnant anyways." He said. "We were off and on for five years Luke, I knocked her up and I married her. I fucking married her. I thought I would love her for the rest of my life. But I don't love her anymore and she doesn't love me anymore."


"What about Tyler?" Michael asked.


"Tyler is 13 years old." Calum said then sighed. "He'll be fine, I know he will, it's actually coming at a good time because of the reunion tour. I never fucking see Tyler anyways, I try so hard with that kid and he never wants to be around me."


"You have me." I said, trying to lighten the mood. He looked over and smiled at me.


"I do. And I love you. But Tyler is my blood, and when my blood wants nothing to do with me, it makes me feel really... Sad." He said.


"I mean, if you're not happy then I guess it's for the best right?" Josh asked.


"Ya, guess so." Calum said. "And just so you know, I'm staying in your guest room tonight."
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"Well that's upsetting." Josh said as he plopped on my bed. I nodded my head and walked over to him, straddling him and dropping my head into his neck. He wrapped his arms around my torso and rubbed my back. I kissed his neck once before picking my head up and looking at him, running my hand through his hair. "I'm in love with you." I let out a laugh and he smiled at me. "What?"


"Why don't you just say 'I love you'?" I asked him.


"Because loving and being in love with someone has two different meanings. I could tell you I love you and not be in love with you. But if I tell you I'm in love with you, then I'm actually sharing my real feelings with you." He said, bringing his hand up and running his thumb over my lips.


"Well in that case... I'm in love with you as well." I said with a smile. He smiled back at me before bringing his lips to mine.


"Why don't you prove it?" He asked as he pulled away, wiggling his eyebrows at me.


"You're a horny bastard." I said with a laugh, kissing him again.

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