Thoughts

Lost

I've lost myself again

I'm grasping to whatever remains

I'm gasping for air

My lungs collapsing under pressure

My back bent from the weight i've carried

Will I be able to find me again

All the memories I once had

Fading away with the gentle breeze

But sadness isn't what i'm feeling

I feel relieved to let go

I've been a screw up

Never been who you wanted me to be

I was always too busy being me

But that was never enough

And a beating heart is all I carried once

Filled with love and that heart was yours

But it was never enough

I smile as I let go

Everything will be just fine

As time passes by I will heal

I will find a new me

So I tell myself not to panic

Even if I don't know who I am right now