Me, You & Hennessy

MU&H23.

Levianna Stevenson.

"Quit it..." I say trying to escape his grip. He kissed my neck softly and then waited for me to speak. "No."

"Why can't I get your number?" He frowns.

"I don't date older guys Jerod, can you find someone your age?" I rumble looking around the party for Wes.

"I'm just 18 though, I know you like this..." His hand seeps up my dress and he tries to go within my panties to feel me, I push him off of me and find the back door.

I let tears run down my face and I wait in the car for Wes. Why was this happening to me? I know I did everything a 16 year old isn't supposed to do, but do I seriously deserve this? Church is going to have to be consistent for me, not a one time thing.

My phone begins vibrating in my lap and in no surprises, Chris is calling me. What? What did he want?

"Yes." I question.

"You okay? Why you crying?" I gasp in astonishment and look around for my surroundings.

"Are you following me!?" I yell finally darting my eyes on his car.

"No I just wanted to see what kind of party you was at... Open the door I'm coming over." He says quickly.

"What? No!" I say locking the car doors and before I know it, he's knocking on the windows. My cheeks flush red and I'm irritated. Clicking the unlock button, he slips into the car and looks over at me.

And I wasn't sure why, but I bursted into tears. And I couldn't stop either. I was hoping it wasn't any early hormones and that I was just emotional.

"Levi, don't cry. I haven't gave you a reason to cry." He chuckles.

"I think I'm crying because I'm confused, and lost and all of the above of being fucked up. Sometimes I just wish I never met you..." I drift off and stare out the window.

"I don't know what to say honestly."

"No, course you don't. You don't know how to act genuine. You don't know how to treat a woman. And you certainly don't know how to apologize. Now why did you follow me?" I blurt.

"You wanna know why Levi?" He says and I snap my head in his direction.

"Why?" I say, and his hands cuff my face, his lips crash against mine and suddenly move in sync. Tears swarm down my face because I don't know what I want anymore.

One last tug on my lower lip and I release his lips from mine. "Because I love you Levi."

"Bullshit." I say wiping my lips in a rush. "And I don't like the taste of that bitch either." I scoff referring to Shannon.

"Levi. I do love you." He says calmly.

"Your lying to me. Just leave me alone." I say waving him off.

"Fine. Ill see you around." The door opens and he slams it shut. I don't know what to do or who to turn to...

Monday morning came around and I struggled to even carry myself out of bed. After my shower I made no effort to control my wild curls. I made it a make-up free day and even dressed lazily in my sweatpants and a random tee.

"You look dead." Wesley remarks handing me the box of Lucky Charms as I pour them into the bowl of milk.

"Gracias." I reply diving my spoon into the mountain of cereal and beginning to eat.

"Bye loves!" Molly calls rushing out the kitchen. We both call bye and look over at the ticking clock.

"The bus will be here soon, what's wrong babes?" Wes says.