Me, You & Hennessy

MU&H29.

Levianna Stevenson.

What was I doing? I thought to myself. Turning to different angles in my dress. It was tight and just the way I liked it, but I knew what I was about to do was horrible. I felt like I was bound to end up 6ft under. I sighed and popped the locks on my bedroom window. Daringly, I toss my converse down and then make a harsh jump down.

I stumble over the various twigs and branches finding my shoes. Once I find them I climb out the bushes and run over to his car. Getting in, I felt him pull off quietly as I put on my shoes. I sit back and wind down the window for the cool air to hit my exposed skin.

"I missed you." He says breaking the silence.

"I think I missed you more." I reply but keep my vision straight ahead.

"You think you can handle this?" He asks shifting gears.

"I know I can." I say confidently.

We enter this house party and its completely packed. Bodies on bodies, is what I meant. Is it bad that I felt like a complete idiot? I said I wanted nothing to do with him and now I'm sneaking out to see him.

He led me to a bar where he was gulping down shot after shot. "Want one?" He snickers.

"Take me home. You know I'm carrying a baby." I say looking away, already, already wishing I would've ignored his messages. Why am I so stupid?!

"Fuck the baby." He says, I knew he was intoxicated, but he will not insult me or this baby.

"Chris. I've had absolutely enough of you! I toss the last shot glass in his face and find my way out the party.

"And I got Mel, so fuck you Levi!" Were his last words to me. And that was, right about four months ago. I wasn't sure why that was twirling around in my brain, haunting me at night. Eating away at every thought I managed to cram inside my brain.

It was true. Complications were coming my way with the pregnancy. Sad enough, I had starting going to church with Wes and praying, but nothing really turned on me besides the absence of that bastard Christopher. 

Christopher Brown.

"Mama, I already told you she don't want nothing to do with me...No if she wanted me there she'd call...See you soon." Our conversation ends and I hang up the phone. I can't stand when my mama calls me at work, she knows I'm busy too. Sitting here worrying about Levi, and she doesn't even like her. If Levi wanted me to be there by her side, she should've said so.

We left off on a bad foot, and thats just how its been. It's been a rough time for Mel and I. Shannon was trying to hook up with me, and Mel was getting jealous.

Mel found a job modeling, I wasn't much for it but she liked the job and the income. Brayden was walking and it warmed my heart, but my mind races too fast when I imagine myself with four kids.

My mind races when I know Levi is going to have our baby sooner than later. I knew there would be complications, but I felt as if I show my face her dad was going to try and get me locked up. I couldn't have all that.

There's time where I miss her but right now my love is all seeked at Mel. I take off my hat and head to the soda machine. Putting in a dollar, I take up my Orange Crush from the slot and twist the cap off.