Gilinsky's sister

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Steph POV

About a day After magcon I went to Johnson. He always knew what to say in these situations.

"Knock knock!" I said as I entered his room.

" aye what's good my favorite Gilinsky!" He said. Jack was next to him and playfully glared at me with his eyes squinted.

"Hey Johnson can I talk to you. Privately." I asked. He nodded and we left the room. We decided to go somewhere where the guys wouldn't eavesdrop. By guys, I mean my brother. So we went to Starbucks. I got something from the secret menu which was a orange tigers blood. And Johnson just got a iced coffee.

" so what's up?" He said as he sat in a high stool.

"Uh well. The thing is that, um, I heard something that kinda shocked me." I said.

He nodded wanting me to go on.

"Well so this morning I was going to hang with Matt, so I go up to his foot and was about to knock but I hear him talking to someone else. And uh the person was talking about how they wanted to ask this girl out. And how much they liked the person." I said.

He looked at me with a serious face.

"go on" he said.

"A-and the guy, I-it was uh Shawn." I stuttered.

"Mhm" he nodded.

"And the girl" I paused.

"Was me."

"Oh" he said. 

"And the song he sang today. I think was about me."

"Oh" he said again looking at his drink and playing with his straw.

"I also think that I like him too but I'm afraid that he will hurt me like Nash did." I said looking down.

"Hey forget about that, that was over a month ago, you need to let that go!" He said looking at me.

"Thank you Johnson" I said I know Shawn wouldn't do that. But I'm still scared. So I just acted like I took his advice. So I hugged him. He hugged back.

"Just wait and watch how it plays out ok?" He said.

"Ok, thanks again" I said as we got up to leave.

Back at the hotel

I was getting ready to go into my room which I shared with the jacks but then I was stopped. I turned around to see Nash.

"Can you not" I said rudely.

"Steph in sorry!" He said.

"I don't f*cking care!" I snapped.

"Go back to making out with your hooker." I said as I entered my room.

"What can I do to just get you back!" He yelled coming into my room.

"Nothing! Because I," I started.

"You what!"

"I, don't love you anymore." I paused looking him in the eyes.

"And I never will" I finished putting my bag on my bed.

I heard him sniffle as he exited my room slamming my door.

I sat in my bed and slowly cried. This was all so overwhelming. First he did that, then Carter tweeting that he hates me, and now this. I don't know what to do anymore.

I found a pencil sharpener that I had for my makeup and started to take it apart. I've never done this before. I got the blade out and sat beside my bed. I was just about to do it, then the door swung open.

"STEPH NO!" Taylor yelled running to me and taking me into his arms.

"T-Taylor, I-I'm too stressed. A-and this is my only option." I cried out.

"But it's not. You can't do this to yourself. It's not ok." He said.

"I know" I said looking at him.

"Have you ever done it before?" He asked.

I shook my head.

"Good." He said stroking my hair.

"Thank you Taylor" I said putting my head on his chest.