dear diary,
alright
let's talk about problematic friends
these are friends that lie a lot and just are mean but you always go back to them because then your friends group would fall apart and you don't want to be the blame of that.
these people always get mad when you talk shit about them but when they talk about you it's a different story because they can talk ALL they want because they are just that self centered but the MOMENT you have a problem with them, you're wrong. it's also because everyone knows that you and this person are close and everyone would question if you weren't with them and your friends group goes around them. like they are the center of attention and it ANNOYS you so much but you just can't do anything about it but you want to with every cell in your body.
when drama happens it's always their fault but they're never to blame. they hang out with the same person in the friend group but talk SO much shit about them it's like a waste management truck. smells bad and you just want it to go away.
but you can't do anything to help (because, yet again) your friend group will fucking bitch slap you with so many things and you don't want that to happen, it's horrible.
these are also the very controlling friends. like, they get what they want and everyone kisses the ground they walk on blah blah blah. and sometimes, you DREAM to be them cause you want that, but in reality, you hate it.
these are the friends that get what they want, always have a boyfriend, girlfriend, whatever. they're friends with the boys that make fun of you. and if something happens between you and those boys or girl, this friend will back you up but still be buddies with them.
I just don't get what I did to deserve this. I know a lot of these people and it doesn't help me in any way shape or form and I don't know why I stick with them sometimes.
these people cause so many problems on your life like you say one thing wrong and they blow up and don't talk to you then flip a switch and everything is alright again. you're so sick of it but you just can't do anything and you're so stuck and it's a pain in the ass.
these friends tell you the blunt truth, as well. you always want the truth but the way they tell it; it really hurts sometimes. and you can't ask them to stop because they'll take it the wrong way and start so much shit, again. do you just take it the best you can but eventually cry in the corner and tell no one.
sometimes I just want to get hit by an 18 wheeler around this person.
am I the only one that has one of these people ?????? I sure hope not.
like my friends find this person a huge problem, but yet again, crawl back to them. I do too, cause this person just is why my friend group is funny but they just need an attitude clean up. they just don't know when to stop and they need to be stop and sometimes I want to stab myself in the eye around this person but I laugh a lot around this person and get to hear some bomb ass roasts with them so I'm like ehhhhhh.
sometimes I wish I was a dog so I didn't have to deal with these people.
these are also the people to say the accept anyone but then judge the hell out of people. like they could fucking be judge Judy for all I know. call it uncomfortable, I call it unwanted.
-hayden.
