I'm thinking about deleting this story. I've gotten enough rude and hateful messages because "my writing sucks" or because "those are stupid names." AkumiSusuki, StormNinja23, and NightBladeShadowFire I know that you love the story, but it kinda hurts that these people are sending such hateful comments. For example:
"Kimikoe. You need to learn how to write. It looks like a 5 year old wrote it and your grammer stinks!"
Yes. Someone told me that. They don't know how badly it hurts. I stay up all night wondering what I did wrong in my book. So I don't edit. I want to finish the book first. Sorry, but I'm not perfect people! I'm in 8th grade, I'm not an adult like a lot of people on Wattpad. I don't know everything yet. Here are a few I get:
"Ugh! You can't even spell Zayn right, dumba**!"
"Your story doesn't even have a plot line. Learn how to write."
"It barely has any 1D in it! It can't pass for a One Direction fanfic."
To that one, I will say that I'm NOT a directioner, and I'm writing this for a friend, who wanted me to write a 1D fanfic for her. I could do anything as long as they didn't die. I like assassins. Tada! No, the story just goes how I feel like it should go, and the people that comment help create the story. There was never meant to be a true "plot line." It just went how I felt like it should go and I ended up here.
"Why don't you update regularly? Are you too much of a w**** to get on?"
That one just hurt. I don't have or want a boyfriend. I don't update regularly because you try juggling band, school, watching three younger siblings, and cleaning an entire house without help. It isn't easy. I don't have much time to update (or even use the restroom half the time)
"You need to f***ing update."
Um.... The last week I had laryngitus and couldn't talk without hurting badly. I would take my meds, pass out on the couch, and wake up long enough to eat before falling asleep again. After that, the pain meds made me sick. I couldn't eat without throwing up. You try emptying your stomach and updating while doing that. It doesn't work! So no, I couldn't update. Get over it. I'm tired of bad messages because I CAN'T UPDATE!
So, should I just drop the story? I'm putting it on hold for now..... Goodbye,
Sodonnia.
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1D Meets the Assassin
Fanfiction[Niall was sleeping on my bed. I sat beside him. "I'm so sorry Niall. I don't know what came over me. Would you please forgive me?" A tear slipped down my cheek. I felt horrible. I had hurt him. I gently stroked his hair. I knew he'd probably not wa...