I HATE YOU BIG BROTHER (hiccup x Child!reader)

I HATE YOU BIG BROTHER

(y/n) p.o.v

"GOOD MORNING!!" i shout at no one in particular. i'm in my room and just woke up. I'm so excited for today!! "kyaa!!" i squeal and rush to my big brother, hiccup's room.

when i arrived in front of his door room, i knocked. "big brother! may i come in?" i waited for a while
"u-uh sure (y/n)" i heard his voice and opened the door

*BRAK* "good morning big brothe-" my once wide smile turn into a frown. 
i see hiccup was getting ready for something.

"where are you going big brother?" i asked tilting my head
"out. looking for new dragon, as always" he said with his casual tone.
"with who?" i asked again approach him and hug his legs
"mom and astrid" he reply picking me up

my eyes brighten and smiled widely "CAN I JOIN??"  hoping he'll allow me to join him

"no." he said putting me down and kiss my forehead
"why not?"
"cause it's dangerous sweetie" he approach the door to leave.

i sigh and watched him leave.

but before he completely out of sight, he looked back at me
"see you later (y/n)"
he finally closed the door.

so now i'm here, alone in my big brother's room.

i clenched my fist

*sniff* i feel some tears flow down my cheek. but those small tears turn into a stream of tears. 

i fall down on my knees and let those streams of tears flow down my cheek wiping all my hurt feeling.

with blurry eyes i looked at hiccup's calendar on his desk. i wiped my tears and stood up approaching his desk. when i look at his calendar on this day, i see my name on it. how could he forget my birthday?! "HE CLEARLY PUT MY NAME ON IT!! GAAH!!!!" with so much hatred in me, i threw random stuff at any direction but not hard enough to destroy anything. i hate you big brother. 

after somewhat like an hour, my belly growls so i decided to eat breakfast. with gloomy eyes i went to the kitchen.

my eyes widened when i saw a pancake with my favorite toppings on it. without hesitation i ate hungrily.

i had recovered from crying so much and maybe visiting snoutlout would be a good idea. 

snoutlout's house was not so far away from my home. it'll only took around 5-8 mins to get there.
when i'm in front of his door house, i knocked twice "snoouttlllooutt~~ are you in there??" i kinda checked the door to find it was unlocked so i opened it.

"GYAA!!" i hurriedly dodge when i see a flying ax "WHAT ARE YOU DOING SNOUTLOUT??!!" when i screamed his name, he finally looked at me and smile.

"oh hi (y/n)!" he waved and continue "just playing my toy. do you wanna join-? hah?!" he trailed off when he found out i was not at the door. yes. i ran away.

ok. maybe playing with snoutlout wasn't a good idea. i ran and ran when an idea to visit the twin came to me. 

i tried to find the twin at their house but it was no luck. their mom said that they were at the barn. i wonder what are they doing. without any further thought i went to the barn to see the twin were making trouble. again. they did offer me to join but i vanished without them knowing.

i ran again. but this time i didn't know where am i going so i ended up going to the beach. i sit on one of the big rock and stare at the sea. why can't something good happen to me? it's my birthday and no one remember. EVEN MY BIG BROTHER AND MOTHER!! i sigh and look at the sea again. "i think i'll swim" i jump off the rock and remember something "wait. i didn't bring my swimsuit" so i ran back to my house. it was really tiring.