Why did she jump?

Rorys diary

I open her diary after 10 minutes of sobbing, rocking back and forth wishing she was here.

12Th july 2010

(cause dear diary is to original) I'll start by saying.. Hello dairy..

I never thought i'd write in one but i need to let this out somehow. I have a bestfriend Cairo waters, i can tell but i dont want her to get involved and know about my ugly life! Things started going wrong when i was five my perants got into a fight to which my mum stabbed my dad killing him instantly. Till this day i still don't know why it happened, that night she lied to the cops saying someone broke in an stabbed him. They never asked me questions though as i was crying and they were really useless! The next day she was introduced to drugs and has been hooked on them ever since, she then started neglecting and me stopped buying food. She would then bring guys over and when they were in the room, i would steal thier money for food an bigger clothes. One day my mum caught me which i got the biggest hiding of my life, i woke up on the floor and crawled to my bedroom that night. I was six at the time very small and fragile. I stayed home for a week that time, till my mum gotta phone call from school. She yelled at me and hit me a couple times then left to get her next fix. The beatings got worst but as i got older i stole makeup to cover my bruises or the odd bruise that was seen i made up a silly excuse and laughed about it, i guess u can call me a liar and a thief! i wish things never resulted to those things but it happened anyways two weeks ago my mum had friends over, someone said a rude comment to me as i got home that night. i was then raped constantly for those two weeks by different men as my sorry excuse for a mother would sell me to guys. She actually quit prostituting whilst selling me as she quit her job years ago and did it for drugs or money. Today i ran away and i currently have my blanket and some clothes with me. Its cold but i'd rather be here than there! i just turned 15 so hopefully i can get a job at the bakery somewhere i know she wont go. Im going to stop writing now cause my phone is half flat and i need to get up for school as its my alarm for the morning, ill just charge it there. Argh i wish i had a loving family a normal life..... hmmm :(

bye diary thanks for feeling the wrath of my pen.

"Oh my gosh poor rory no, no, no im so sorry this happened to you why you? why!! im sorry i didnt know or couldn't help you im SORRY!!!!"i yell balling my eyes out.

I get up after a bit as its getting dark and cold. Ill read her diary at home.

Poor rory! i feel really bad moaning about my family to her, i had no idea. no wonder when i went her house it wasn't long, 5 minutes at the most, i thought she was just excited to hang out. I supose i was just blind to see anything wrong plus i'd believe her if i couldn't stay at hers as they were normal excuses.