Why did she jump?

Rorys funeral

I couldn't sleep last night because i couldn't stop thinking about Rorys life and how i'll never see my bestfriend again.

I look like a mess but i really don't care. I put on a clown suit and head down stairs. Yes a clown suit you'll find out why at the funeral.

"Cairo what on earth are you wearing go change now!" my mum orders, eyes bulging out her head as if they are going to pop out any minute.

"No mum, you'll find out at the funeral okay, im not going to say this a thousand times" i angrily reply from being tired and sad.

We arrive at the funeral. I know i look like a fool but here goes nothing. 

The hall is packed with heaps of school kids and her sorry excuse of a mother sobbing into someone shes probly doing this for attention and money.

Guh i could beat the shit out of her right now maybe even do somthing more vile but this is rorys funeral so it will have to wait.

I get heaps of odd stares but no one dares to ask me why im wearing this hideous clown suit to which im surprised an grateful for.

It became speech time and they asked if her mum would speak but she just made loud whale noises an said she couldn't, it was too hard.

I then slowly walk on stage teary eyed to give a speech.

"Rory was my best friend she made me, laugh, smile and we always had the best times together. Your all probly wondering why im wearing this hideous clown suit but me and her made a deal if were to ever leave this world we have to dress as clowns which i have no idea why we chose clown suits because we dont even like them. i can't believe she is gone too soon and so young but i do know she is in a better place. I will never forget you Rory Mckenna you'll be forever in my heart" i just manage to say without bursting out into tears.

Before i hop off stage i look around to see anything suspicious but nothing comes to my eye except for her stupid mother. She probly thought i was lying as we have never met the whole 14 years me and rory have known each other, weird right?.

" just you wait karen i'll be coming for you too "i whisper giving her the evil eyes whilst walking off stage, hopefully no one heard or seen me.

Well i do know karen seen me though as she gave me a weird look and changed it to a scary one. She was probly trying to intimidate me as to what i know but im not scared of her, she may have killed someone but im still not scared.

Well thats what i tell my self now.

I put her box of wanted to be buried with items when we die with her coffin. It included her cell phone, pictures of her favourite memories and our friendship necklace i found in the tree house i guess she left it there to tell me she really is gone and it wasn't a joke.

I felt something touch me but i brush it off and jump in the car to leave.

I don't really want to talk to any one it's too hard and if that mother of hers came upto me i'd defineitly punch her one.

As im waiting for my perants to come back i see i have a note in my pocket.

"what the h!" i yell.

Damn it how could i not have seen who put it here? the sly creature I say freaked out in my head.