Why did she jump?

what?

Just as I entered my bedroom my perantals pull up so I quickly jump into bed pretending to be asleep ignoring my pain.

Knock knock

"Cairo hunny" my mother said

I don't answer and hear the door open.

Sigh"I guess we can talk to her tomorrow hun"

Phewf, I'm not looking forward to there talk at all. They finally close my door so I get up slowly, wincing in pain limping to my bathroom.

Great more mess, blood everywhere oh and an envolope.. Wait envolope.

Argh I'm so sick of this, I'll read it later.

I pull out my first aid kit then sit on the floor an start cleaning my wound, before I pull out the bullet which I have never done before but there's no way I'm going to the hospital since these things get reported. So i guess Imma be doctor waters tonight.

Oh no, this can't be good I hope it doesn't get infected.

"Fuck! Shit tits, mother of f"

Great now my cheaks are bleeding cause, goh damn that hurt like a mofo puting what ever liquid I just put on to clean it.

Here goes nothing.....

After several trys to get out the bullet and being in so much pain I get frustrated an just stick my finger in ruffly to retrieve the bullet which i finally succeeded. I admire bullet for a second and put it on the sink so I can keep in my memory box then clean up my bloody leg again.

I search online on my phone how to stitch up an open wound so it won't get infected then put a flannel in my mouth so when I stitch it up I don't alert my perants that I'm awake by yelling profanties from the pain to come.

Im Finally done so I grab the envelope and limp to my bed leaving a bloody mess in my bathroom for me too clean up tomorrow before my perants see and put me on a plane to the middle of nowhere.

Argh tonights been so fun... Sarcasam x 1000.

I throw my blanket an sheet off the bed as they are covered in blood from my leg and grab a blanket from my cupboard not even caring about a sheet then I hop onto my bed opening the envelope.

Rory didn't jump......

What the shit? I turn the paper around... Nothing just 'Rory didn't jump'.

So what the flippen coin happend? 

Could she still be alive? No that's impossible I seen her in the coffin and it was definitely her so she was murdered or was that a look a like in the coffin?

I need answers asap.....

After trying to stay awake and think I drift off to sleep, not intentionally either, sleep just over took my body.

"Cairo!...Cairo!"

"Rory?"

"Yes Cairo its me" she smiles weakly.

"I tried to"

I wipe a tear from my eye confused.

"Tried to what?"

"I tried to St.."

"Rory!.. Rory where are you!"

I sit up sweating about to yell again but realisation brought me back to reality as I realise it was just a dream.

She tried to what? I wonder....

"Think, think, think ..." I sigh.

"STOP!"

"What?"