Secrets (Jelsa)

Chapter 4-could it be?[part 2]

....I can feel my stomach turn inside out  and the whole table is laughing at me, all but Jack...that's strange. I look for a way out but I fail to see a way. I wipe the ice with my sleeve and quickly place my gloves on my hands.

"Are you cold Elsa?" They laugh while mimicking me 

I wish they would understand.I do the only thing I can think of. I run out the classroom like an idiot. I stand outside the door but far enough so they can't see me. They're all talking and laughing.

"Haha! What a dork!" Someone said, I don't know who though

"Hey! Don't you see? You're the dorks! I don't know why I hang out with you idiots, all you do is be mean to people but you know what? I'm not one of you, not any more!" 

I hear a chair screech on the floor and foot steps coming towards the door, I don't want them to see me like this! I back up a few steps and hide in the broom cupboard.

"Elsa? Are you out here? I'm sorry about them, they didn't know what they were saying." Wait I know that voice, Jack?

 I put a broom in front of the door and sit in the corner, why does he keep doing this? I don't understand, maybe he is a kind guy. No! Elsa you can't get close to anyone, not after Mavis. You'll mess up and he'll hate you forever! I see a hole in the door, a bit like a peep hole, so I look out and see Jack leaning against the door with his head in his hands. I want to hug him, but then what will he think of me?

"Elsa, I'm sorry I'm a jerk sometimes. But I've been a jerk for a while. I don't like seeing you upset...Well I don't know where you are or what you think of me but....I want to be your friend, I need someone like you to stop me when I am a jerk. I need you." He starts to cry a little.

 I slide down the door and lean my head back.

"me too" I gasp and cover my mouth. Why did I say that?!                             

He jumps up and tries to open the door. I scurried into the corner and watched the doorknob wiggle around. It starts to snow because I'm panicking.

"Jack, go away!"

"Elsa! Are you ok? Let me in!"

"No Jack....I've been crying, I don't want you to see me like this!" Haha! Good save Elsa!

"Elsa, I don't care just let me in." The doorknob stops moving and I hear Jack bang his head on the door. "fine. But talk to me at least?" I agreed, we start to talk and laugh until I calm down and have the courage to open the door. I feel bad because he falls back seen as he was leaning on the door, but he tries to cover it up like usual.

-----Time skip-----

At the end of the day I walked home on my own, Jack wanted to come but I can't let him because if he finds out he'll hate me as much as Mavis does. I guess she's right. I am a monster.

I try to convince Elsa to let me walk her home but she kept saying no, I don't know why she hides herself from the world. She's a great person but doesn't believe in herself, I want her to know that she's worth every tear, every smile, every breath. Maybe something happened to her? Something that makes her feel like she can't open up to anyone. I've never felt like this before, girls normally throw themselves at me, I've never been rejected by one before. Or been this passionate about them for that matter she's not like other girls. She's insecure but feisty, Calm yet crazy. I wish I knew more about her.

Maybe? Yes! Maybe if one night I see where she lives then the next day go to her house! Yes, it's foolproof I'm a-

"Jack!" I turn to where the voice came from and see those jerks who upset Elsa. What do they want?!

"Wait up, Jack!" Ugh it's Rapunzel, the worst of them all

"Get lost! I said I'm not one of you and I meant it! You upset an innocent girl, that's not how I roll!"

"Oh, we thought you only said that to get out of Maths"

"Well I didn't so get lost!"

Ugh, I hate mean people. How did I  sink to their  level? Why do they have to be so mean to Elsa? What did she do. I'll answer my own question, nothing! Oh look I'm home.