Book Wørm (Frank Iero AU)

The Weekend

I awake yet again in Frank's arms, starting to feel more at home than the time before.
We get dressed, eat, and brush our teeth, and get ready in general. For what, we don't yet know.
As I was putting my hair in a pony tail, Frank utters a plain "hey." As he pulls down his lower eyelid in the mirror.
"Yes?" I walk over in his direction.
"Remember..Thursday.." He stares at his reflection as he talks to me.
"Of course I do, Frankie."
"Well, remember when..when I said I wanted to talk to you about something?"
I nod my head.
"And-and I said it was just about sex and then that was that?"
I feel my stomach tighten.
"That wasn't what it was"
"I thought so.."
He turns to face me.
"I really wanna tell you."
"Tell me" I say with my face against his chest, hugging him.
He leaves a few moments of silence.
"Shit, I..I can't"
He grabs my face and roughly kisses me, picking me up.
"Frank..no-n-please, j-just tell me" I mutter through his lips. 
"Fuck! I can't" he starts to pull off his belt angrily.
"Hey, whoa, calm down. What the hell?!" I push him off of me.
"Why can't you tell me this without trying to fuck me?? That's not how you deal with shit, Frank."
"I can't!" He yells before picking me up again, trying to kiss my lips but failing as I fight him. He carries me into the bedroom and instantly gets on top of me.
"I'm not doing this, stop!!" I start yelling at him as his body holds me to the bed.
He unbuttons his jeans with one hand, the other holding his body over me.
"Frank!! Stop!! Stop,stop, stop!!" I scream, pushing him, but he doesn't let up.
I fight my hands to his face and sock him in his mouth with all my might, which stops his movement all together.
"I'm sorry" he breathes, leaning his forehead on mine.
My eyes start to water because of how scared he made me and I wrap my arms around the back of his neck.
"What the hell Frankie" I try and catch my breath.
"That happens every single time I try and tell you" his voice is more hoarse than usual as he still lies on top of me.
"Please, just fucking tell me"
"Frank, you're my world right now. From the minute I saw you, I couldn't stop thinking about you, I told you, you can tell me."
He sighs, and then just admits it all.

"I killed my parents. The unfinished room was theirs. I stabbed my mother, and I set my father on fire."