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Blu's POV
I woke up next to my laptop,the Skype call I made last night was still connected to Aaron,he lay with his eyes still closed,I listed to his heavy breathing that I already missed.I wanted nothing more. It to have him nex to me He was my rock,my saviour,my one and only.I craved his touch,his soft fingers on my stomach,I missed his gorgeous smell.I missed his face,I missed everything.He began to stir and the smile on my face became twice the size.He rubbed his face,before pushing his hair out of his face and then opened his eyes slowly,his eyes rested on me.He had a smile to match mine."Hello gorgeous."he whispered in his incredibly sexy morning voice.I giggled and a blush appeared on my pale cheeks."Morning honey"I joked,he laughed a little,stretched,and sat up in his bed."How long have you been up?"he asked concerned. "About 15 minutes,don't worry"I replied truthfully.
"Okay that's good then!"he smiled.
"How was yesterday without your Sun,your moon,your earth your everything?"I said dramatically.
"Kinda lonely but at least I've got the others to keep me company,it was a school day so other than that I didn't get round to doing anything spectacular,how are you finding your new family?what did you get up to yesterday?"he asked,curiously,
"It's pretty nice here actually,Scott and Alex's house is super big and beautiful,my rooms huge!Bigger than my old and yours put together!They've got a sun roof which is cool to go on at night,
you'd like it.I'll have to ask if you can stay round soon!The guys are sweet too,they are so supportive,I told them a bit about my past after I'd had a nightmare and they didn't want to send me home!It might actually work out this time,who knows?"I saw him tense,"don't worry A,they'll like you,I'm sure',if they say you can't come over then I'll have to come back,or I can sneak out to see you,they won't be able to keep us apart.You're all I've ever had,they won't be taking that away from me.Uhhh,yesterday we went on a run up those mountainy things to see the Hollywood sign,it was cool.When we got home they went out to the hot tub and I came up here and did my school work because the home are letting me stay on their courses now since I'm half way through."
"That sounds nice,I'd love to come round, I just don't want I mess this up for you."he replied truthfully.I was about to reply when there was a short knock on my door,"you can come in."I said nervously.The door opened and Scott's face peeked around the door."Hey,"he said,"I've made breakfast when you're ready,well,IF you're ready."
"Okay,thanks."I replied,trying to be enthusiastic when in reality my stomach dropped and was making me feel ill at just the thought of eating.
Scott's eyes wandered around my room when he noticed Aaron on my computer screen."Hi!"Aaron waved.
"Hello!"Scott answered.
I motioned for him to enter my room and he sat on the edge of the bed next to me,I decided to introduce them."Scott,this is Aaron,he's my boyfriend and best friend all built in one,Aaron,this is Scott,Grammy winner and member of Pentatonix."
"Sup?"Aaron asked,saluting at Scott.
"Nothing really,I woke up like an hour ago and then made breakfast for us so nothing interesting yet."The blonde explained."Cool dude,"Spoke Aaron in the most chilled voice I've ever heard.
Alex hollo'd from downstairs at his partner,"Well,it was nice speaking to you,but I think my boyfriend might need me."Scott told my significant other."You too,"Aaron told him.Scott exited the room quickly and after a few more minutes speaking to my love,we got off of skype and decided to get on with our days.I grabbed some clothes from my wardrobe and walked to the bathroom.I stood in the mirror.I began to undress myself,off came my top,revealing white scars littering my torso,they started from under my arm and carried on down,they show what I think is the perfect size.On my stomach I'd scored in,'delusional since birth'.I smiled a little and quickly pulled a long sleeved,tight fitting,black shirt on,realising that the self-hatred feeling was returning.You could see my ribs through this shirt and it was so pleasing.It made me look natural.Bones are natural.Fat is fake.I pulled down my pj bottoms and admired the scars on my hips and upper thigh.It taught me pretty well not to binge eat.It was a god punishment.I changed my underwear and put on a little black thong.Next I pulled tights up my hated frame,they were a skin-ish colour on my thighs but at the knee,they turned black.They looked like black knee high socks and at the top,they had been shaped to look like cats ears,with skin coloured whiskers.They made my legs look so tanned and not ghostly white like the rest of my body.I stepped into my skater skirt,it was covered in adventure time characters,it came to my mid thigh,easily covering any scars and cuts I had higher up.I smoothed my skirt out.I still didn't like my weight .I was big.I was nearly there though.I was a small,I wanted extra small.I needed to loose a few more pounds.Then I'd be happy.Next,I grabbed my hairbrush and began the chore of which was brushing my thick,black hair.I let it fall to its natural length,it sat just below my bum,I decided I'd leave it down since doing anything with it could take hours.Then I began to put my make-up on.Having pale skin meant having to use white face paint with the smallest amount of foundation added ever.After about 20 minutes,I was done perfecting my acceptable face.I picked up my stuff and took it to my bedroom,I could hear talking and laughing from downstairs so I decided to head down.I unplugged my Laptop off its charger,hooked it under my arm and walked downstairs.The noise was coming from the lounge,I knocked on the door,realising they had guests since I could hear diffrent pitched voices.
"Come in!"I heard someone say,I placed my hand on the door handle,and pushed forward.Once the door was wide enough for me to fit through,I stepped inside.I recognised most of the faces,these were musical people,I scanned over everyone,I was positive they were all staring at me.I realised that I'd need to say something."Hi"I managed to stutter out.
They all smiled at me,I tried my best to reciprocate."Meet the Family!"Scott said,"I'm guessing you know a lot about them from what we've seen already."
I nodded,positive I knew these people.
"Wait!how does she already know us?this is freaking creepy,"my face dropped and he saw it,"like on the coolest way possible."he tried to dig himself out.Jake put his arm around me,I tried not to flinch."Hey!fondness calling our girl a creep!She's amazingly talented I'll have you know!"Jake defended me,it felt so awkward but I was thankful he'd helped me out.
"Sorry..."was the reply.
"Blu here,has memorised uhh?How many bands would you say?"Scott asked me.
"I hit 600 about a month ago,"I said truthfully.
"So,she's memorised over 600 band's members,key information and song lyrics,she knew our names the instant she saw us,it was really special!"Scott carried on,making sure to boast a bit.
"Give it ago!"Mitch said encouragingly.
Everyone nodded in agreement.
"Right,shall I do,full entire names?"I asked curiously,they all nodded in union,I giggled slightly.
"Okay,you're Avriel Benjamin Kaplan,you prefer Avi,you're bass in Grammy award winning band,Pentatonix.You're Kevin Oluwole Olusola,Beatboxer of Pentatonix.Kristin Taylor Maldonado,you prefer Kirstie for family and friends,Kirstin is for business only,you're in PTX as well,you next to her,you're Jeremy Michael Lewis,singer in acoUstiKats."I stopped talking,by the looks on their faces,I think they were quite surprised by my knowledge.Kirstie's mouth was a gaw,the guys were just laughing,I was sure it was in shock,but it made me uncomfortable,I felt like I was being mocked."That's pretty cool,I'll admit!"Avi nodded his head in my direction.Jake squeezed my shoulder a tad,I smiled up at him."So,you've finally met the family;Auntie Kirstie,Uncle Avi,Uncle Kevin and Uncle Jeremy!"Alex spoke loudly and clearly."I have a feeling you're going to have a lot of Aunties and Uncles,you've basically got 4 sets of everything!"Scott giggled.The chat dispersed and they all began talking in small groups,Alex,Jeremy and Scott were playing Mario Kart on the huge tv they had.I watched for a bit but got bored quickly.Kirstie sat next to me on the floor with her legs crossed like myself.She was so pretty,her hair was beautiful,her make up was on point,she was so flawless.
"Hello!"she said Happily.
"Hey!"I smiled back.
"I love your outfit!It's so cute!"she told me.
I laughed a bit out of shock,"thanks,it's one of my faves actually."
"I'd love to see the rest of your wardrobe if you have fashion sense like this!"Kirstie said,quite excitedly may I add.
"I have about 7 outfits from the home but sure."
She nodded her jead and we began to leave the big living room,"Bye girls!"Scott shouted,looking up from his game momentarily.Once in my room,I led her over to the massive wardrobe of which I'd filled about 1/8th of.I opened the wardrobe doors and pulled my clothes out from the neat end of the wardrobe where I'd earlier placed them.She looked over them with a smile on her face."I love it!"she squealed.
"Haha,thanks,I'd have loved to have more in the home but we got 2 outfits per year and these are just the ones that lasted."
"I think Mitch will agree,we need to go shopping."She smiled devilishly.
"That'd be nice but I dint have that much money."I said quite embarrassed.
"Don't be silly!You're the daughter of two Grammy winners and their respective others,who also have a shit ton of money,I'm sure they'll give you anything if you asked nice enough!"She explained.
I smiled,"really?"
"Yes!come on!"She grabbed my arm and we ran down the stairs.
She opened the door to where the others were,"Blu has no clothes,can we go for a girly shopping day?"she asked in a very childish manner.
"Ooh,shopping,good idea,here take the credit card,spend till your heart's content."Mitch pushed the credit card towards me and I politely took it.
Kirstie squealed a bit."Go get your shoes on please Blu."Alex stepped in.I nodded and left,sensing some sort of adult talk.I knew it was probably about my problems,I knew I was a problem,I was a handful and people always struggled.I pulled up my Docs as Kirstie left the living room.She had her shoes on so we walked out to her car.
The radio blasted Fall out Boy and Kirstie pulled a face of disgust."I love this song!"I exclaimed.
"I can see this happening a lot with you."we giggled.
"She's in a long black coat tonight,waiting for me in the downpour outside.
She's singing baby come home in a melody of tears while the rhythm of the rain keeps time
And I remember baby come home
Baby come home
Did you ever love her?
Did you know?
Did you never want to be alone?
And baby I remember baby come home,baby come home."
Kirstie's chin dropped,I thought it'd touch the floor.Shit!I'd just sang in front of a fucking professional singer.Oh God.
"You sing?God,you've got the whole package."She asked me.
"I guess I kinda do.I don't really know and thanks a lot but that's so far from the truth it's humorous."I replied.
"What do you mean?you're pretty,you're smart,you can sing and you have such a beautiful personality."She answered.
I tapped my temple,"you see,I'm not quite all there.Plus,my past isn't to clear.I have a lot of baggage."I told her embarrassed.
"That doesn't change who you are to me or to the others."She to me.
I was to in my head to reply.
'Pretty' was such a strange word to me.What's conventionally pretty?As the enginge turned off,I snapped out of my thoughts.
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We piled my bags into the back of the car with a struggle.We'd picked out more clothes and shoes than I'd ever owned.Jeans,leggings,joggers,hoodies,jumpers,skirts,dresses,playsuits,tops and crop tops.To be honest,Kirstie had picked most of it out but she thought it all looked good on me.I checked the time on my phone,it was 9pm.I didn't know where the day had gone.I told Kirstie and she said it'd be fine.I really liked her,she was sweet funny and such a good listener.
We headed back to the scolex house hold.
I need to make a part two because this is already 2000 words:/
Also,sorry I've been dead for ages,I started school again...
Aj x
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FanfictionBlu has never really had a family,she's been passed around her whole life.She's back in the home,given up hope when the perfect family find her.