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The start of something new.

Blu's POV

The door closed,I looked up into Aarons eyes,he looks so broken.I hadn't thought of what this might have done to him.I've left him so many times before and he's always there when they bring me back.He's my rock,but I don't know for how long.If I actually stay this time,what will he do?I should have thought of this earlier.What if this is the last time I see him?I love him .I can't lose him.Panic crossed my face,Aaron soon picked up on my unusual behaviour.he wrapped his arms around me,my breathing still shallow.He began to whisper sweet nothings into my ear."It's alright baby,I'm not losing you that easily."I sighed in relief,he wanted us.I wanted us."What if this is the last time I see you?I don't want to lose you?"I worried.

"Our love will keep us together, they seem nice,they called you Blu for God's sake!What more could you want?If there that nice, they'll let me see you,you can skype and call me every day, they live local right?I can get a taxi or even walk to you."His soothing voice began to relax me."You're right."I agreed,nodding. He kissed my forehead and breathed in sharply,"Right my darling!we better start packing your stuff"I smiled at my pet name "okay."I replied. He headed straight to my brad,leant down and picked my backpack up,walked to my wardrobe and started puting my seven outfits inside. Meanwhile I put my few personal belongings in my satchel, I took the photo frame of me and Aaron and placed it next to the only possession I have of my parents, a tiny snow globe with a family portrait inside, My mother,father,brothers Leo,Storm and Bolt and myself stood laughing, I remember taking this photo, I didn't like my dress so Bolt began to tickle me to get me to laugh.By the end of the photo shoot,the entire family was giggling and snickering.We looked like a family. This was before we went broke,before they had to give me up.I was still young in this photo,maybe 4?I closed my satchel, and that was all I had to pack."I'll never forget this place,"I sighed,sitting on the edge of my bed Aaron quickly sat next to me,linking our fingers."we've had some good times here,haven't we?"he smirked. I chuckled at his suggestive tone,"Well then,let's finish on a good time hey?"I smiled as he moved in,our lips crashing together, not in a needy way,in a way that was meant to be remembered, I felt like his lips were trying to leave an imprint, so if I never saw him again,I'd have that to remember him.The kiss just reassured me of my love for him.We pulled away from each other,gasping for breath,my lips felt tingly,and probably looked swollen. My stomach flipped.This could possibly be my last time in the home.I was going to start again.Change was ahead of me.My hands reached out for Aaron's in reassurance, I shut the door to my room since the age of six.My shelter, my home.My boyfriend lead me downstairs for the final time,we reached the bottom and headed to Matrons office.He let go of my hand as I opened the door.As soon as I entered, my new parents stood anxiously awaiting my arrival. Jake's smile relaxed me."I'm ready."I muttered.

"Lets go!"Mitch said excitedly. I winced at his loud tone and and bubblieness.Scotts arm rested on my shoulder, realising that I was tense.As I lead the way to the main door of the Home,all the kids stood on the stairs waiving goodbye.On the bottom step stood Aaron, a tear fell down his face.Soon,one was falling from my own eye.He approached me and used his thumb to swipe away my tear.He kissed my forehead, my cheek,my lips and my hand.I blushed lightly, conscious of every one watching. I hugged him and took in his familiar, home-like smell."I love you"we both said simultaneously, we chuckled lightly, tears now pouring down my face.I felt someone's hand in my shoulder,signalling that I was time to go.I smiled quickly at my lover,"Until next time my sweetheart,"he said.I turned around and exited my old refuge.

"Okay Blu,So,Scott and Alex have the larger house,so you'd enjoy living there more,we basically live there anyway but at the weekends you will come and stay at mine and Mitch's house."Jake explained. I nodded,already struggling to deal with all the change.I swallowed roughly. We climbed into the large car,Scott drove,Alex called shotgun,I sat in between Jake and Mitch.

I stared out of the window carelessly, amazed by everything outside, we barely leave the home and when we did, we were always under tight control.I met Scott's eyes in the rear view mirror and quickly averted my eyes,trying to avoid conversation.Scott cleared his throat"So,tell us about yourself,siblings, favourite colour, hobbies, friends, anything you want."everyone except Scott turned their heads towards me intently. My breathing picked up.'Siblings',what do I say?I don'T know what to do.What if they think I'm to problematic?What if they take me back?What will the others think?'Friends?'The only friend I had is Aaron. I wasn't liked.Shallow breaths left my mouth,I was struggling to find the oxygen I needed,I can't breath,tears slipped down my cheeks freely.My nose wasn't worku,this is never ending. I heard shouting and winced still feeling like my lungs were being compressed.I was jolted by the car ,my thoughts still fogging my senses.I began to whimper, I couldn't handle the lack of air.I felt two arms rubbing my back,they whispered into my ear sweet and reassuring words.I need to take deep breaths.Stop wanting attention and just stop.I took the biggest intake I have ever done,it felt like I had been drowning and I had just surfaced. Two echales and inhaled later and I was aware of my senses again.Tears still clouded my vision but a thumb quickly swiped them away.The hands that had been protecting me my entire attack were Mitch's,I smiled at him,still out of breath.He handed me a bottle of water and I took it gratefully,taking small sips.Once I was done wig the water,I realised that we had parked on the side of the road,four sets of worried eyes rested on me.I looked down into my lap,"I'm sorry."I whispered."You have nothing to be sorry about."I looked up into Everyones eyes,they all felt the same way.Mitch opened his arms and I slowly slipped into them and closed my eyes.He kissed the top of my head and I heard the shuffling of what I could only presume was Scott and Alex turning around to continue the drive to my new home.I finally regulated my breathing and fell into a shallow trance like sleep like usual.I can't sleep properly, I can't trust people enough to sleep that well.

I heard car doors opening and Mitch move from beside me My eyes were open quickly and before I was conscious of my movement I was up and our of the car.They all seemed confused, I think they thought I was still asleep in the car.I chuckled a little bit,a small smile slipped onto my face.Scott smiled back at me.My eyes traced the surroundings,a large house was at the end of a long,twisty path.It looked like something out of the wizard of oz,I loved it!Jake put his hand on my back and we began to walk to the house.I started to skip like Dorothy did and soon my parents had linked arms with me and we were all giggling like little kids."YOU GOT IT!"Alex laughed,I nodded"Yeah it's kinda obvious.."I said truthfully.

"Well you must be special because no one else has understood,"Scott added,reaching into Alex's back pocked for the key.Once he had the key,he smacked Alex's bum in a playful manner.I shifted uncomfortably.Alex giggled,Mitch interrupted the flirtatious pair"Remember, you're subjecting our daughter to this."

They broke away and Scott opened the door,he let my parents in first and then motioned for me to follow him,he held my hand and pulled me into their house.Well,I guess it's my house now too!That's weird say!It was beautifully designed, open plan with artwork hanging from walls."Welcome to your new home sweetie!"Jake smiled."Thank you"I giggled shyly. Everything is about to change.This is my new start."Would you like to see your new room?"Mitch asked.I nodded in reply,'new.'The word didn't sit well with me.I didn't like change.He led me upstairs to a room. that was bigger than mine and Aaron's put together in the home!It was quite simplistic,a wardrobe,a shelf, a bed that wasn't a single for once!and a bedside table with a lamp beside the bed.I turned around and smiled"Thank you,this is better than I could ever imagine!I'm baffled really,thanks."I rambled.
"No problem sweet pea,get some rest,we'll catch up in the morning."he replied,kissing my head."I'll let the others come and say goodnight and then you can sleep,we'll,if you'd like?"
"Yes,an early night sounds good,I'll see the others and then I'll go to bed."I smiled again.
Alex and Scott were quickly in my room,they hugged me simultaneously and took it in turns to kiss the top of my head.Jake was in next,he helped me unpack my clothes quickly and said goodnight.I was happy to be alone,not that I didn't like them,it's just that panic attacks take a lot out of you and the bed looked so nice I just wanted to flop on top of it.I quickly changed into joggers and a tank and climbed into bed,as soon as my head was on that pillow,I was out like a log.

This chapter was kinda hard to write,I dunno...Aj x