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Let go

Okay,this carries on from where I left off last chapter mkay

We pulled up outside the house,Kirstie let us in."I'm going to go make a coffee,I'm sure the guys will be in the living room if you want to go ahead.I put all my shopping bags down.I walked over to the living room door from which I could hear loud noises and movement of what I could only describe as zombie noises.Flashbacks of my father plagued my mind but I shook them off and continued to open the door.The smell of alcohol lingered.I really don't like drunks. They make me feel so uncomfortable.They remind me of my biological family.I really don't like it.I looked around.Scott and Alex were making out on the sofa,obviously intoxicated.
That didn't bother me too much,it just made me feel awkward.I just needed to thank Mitch and let them know we're back,then I could get out of there.I walked over to the middle of the room where Mitch stood slumped,provocatively dancing.Oh God.He made eye contact with me and a huge smile landed on his face."Thanks for letting me buy some clothes with your credit card it was really kind of you,I appreciate it."I rushed out.
"Whaaatt?"he replied in a slow,deep voice,"slowww doown."
I sighed in frustration,I really didn't want to be here for any longer than I had to.
"I said,thank.you.for.letting.me.buy.clothes.with.your.credit.card.I.really.appreciate.it."I replied frustrated.
"Ahhhhh,"he replied finally understanding me,"come dance with your daddy!"he giggled intoxicated.
I tensed as he gripped my arn firmly,his cold fingers burnt my warm skin.I tugged away but he tightened his hold.
"No thank you."I replied as calm and politely as I could."DANCE."he commanded in a low grumble.My heart rate increased.I shook my head again.I tried to get away but his fingers moved against me pulling me in.
"No!"I pleaded.I pulled again and this time caught him off guard.I let my wrist fall to my side and turned on my heal.I made a few cautious steps before he interrupted my thoughts"one more thing!"he said in the up most feminine voice I have ever heard.My head turned disapprovingly.His fist connected with my bottom lip destructively,then it swiped across my face and landed in my left eye socket.I could hear the crunch crystal clear.Fuck.The pain spread across my face,making me feel weirdly warm and tingly.I spat.Blood landed on the cream rug.I twisted my body back around and left the room.What had just happened?He was obviously drunk but I didn't expect that.I dashed up to my room so Kirstie wouldn't see my state.After a few minutes of packing,I was at the sun roof window.I opened it and swiftly jumped out onto the roof.I looked at my surroundings,trying to plan a mess free escape route.The corner of the roof attached to the fence around the garden,it was accessible from the front of the building,I tiptoed over to the wall and jumped down onto the front driveway where everybody's cars were parked.

My feet just ran,they moved to the beat of my heart.The adrenaline rushed through my limbs,I was sure of where I was going,my body was on autopilot.Thousands of thoughts swirled through my head.The voices faintly mocked me.I didn't like them,I could normally keep them on mute but they were back to work now.'They didn't want you.We all knew it'the voices made sense.They knew it.I relied on them.They knew it.

Before I realised,I was outside the home.I walked into reception to be greeted by the Matron.She tuted and sighed at the sight of me."Are you back already?"she groaned.
"We didn't seem to get along."I said sarcastically.
"Your rooms how you left it,you need to write about this in your book,get Aaron to take some pictures of the damage and we can get tem put in there too."
I nodded and took my book as she handed it to me.Oh the book.It's full of all the parents who didn't want me.FULL.I opened it fondly.The pictures were artistic,scars and abusive marks I'd possessed over the years.They all lay in this one book for proof and evidence.They were triggering but I couldn't make myself care.I felt numb.I didn't feel real.This felt like a dream.
I bolted up the stairs and entered not my room but Aaron's.He looked shocked at first,then excited,then the realisation hit him.I was back.They'd hurt me.He looked like he could hurt someone but his expression softened as I walked into his embrace.I let out a deep breath.I felt safe.I was home.He'd accept that I wouldn't tell him about what happened.I don't want to recall it.He kissed my forehead."Shall I get the camera?"he asked in a whisper.
I nodded.
He pulled the camera out from under his bed.He took pictures of my arms,my face,in particular my mouth and eyes.I places my hands around my neck opened my mouth slightly like I was being strangled and he took another picture.I liked those shots the most.I attached myself to him again,"I'm glad you're home hun."He told me.
"Me too."I whispered.He kissed he again and pullled me onto his bed,the covers where pulled over us and his long arms wrapped around my entire torso,making me feel safe.I relaxed slightly.
This was right where I wanted to be.
The new album is amazing omfg I'm obsessed,I honestly can't chose a favourite track because they're all flawless!!What's your fav track?Aj,xo