Desperate Beauty

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When I fail I know you will succeed.

I dwell where dusty bones fill empty pews and love grows infirm and frail.

But your light: substantial, real, costly,

Breaks the heavy crust and weary doubt of hardened hearts.

Where I cannot win you cannot be stopped,

Because your ashes can no longer be burned

Nor your fire quenched. You are the street-level.

You are the army of the ever-living.

I know this because Satan has hated you,

But his burning intent and impotent brunt

Is brought up short, and has only seared you

With the determination, to stand. 

I know even in poverty you are rich and where my life lacks yours will be filled.

Through Satan's warmed-over shit God has purified silver.

And while Pharisees and scribes beat their chest

Jesus is about fishermen, tax-collectors and sinners.

I know this church is tattooed and shabby.

It swaggers a bit, flies the bird too much

spits out profanity like watermelon seeds on a summer day

And pisses on church tradition. 

But love leaves dusty pews behind in order to live in you,

In softened hearts beating in new skins:

Unafraid, unflinching, desperately beautiful.

Thus I know, even when I lose, in you God wins.  

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