Missing Parts

15

(listen to the song in the link while reading this)

LUNA'S POV

I sighed as I stared up at the dingy ceiling of the room I was placed in. I began to long to be in my own bed at home. Well the place I call home. I've never felt like I had a home, a place I could call my own, relax and be comfortable in. The only thing I considered home was,

"Luna baby are you okay?".

Him.

Ashton was my home. He was the one person I never had to worry about the loss of him, because he would never leave me. The love he gave me was endless and I could feel it everytime our eyes met, I could hear it everytime he said my name. Ashton's love was always there. It would never condem or rust nor would I leave it. His love was home, the only home I'd ever felt okay in.

"Yeah I'm okay. Can you come lay with me? This bed feels weird without you" I mumbled.

"Yeah sweet pea" he smiled as he got up and made his way to my bed.

I went to stand to let my boy lay with me.

"No ma'am" he tsked slowly pushing me toward the end of the bed so he could squeeze behind me.

He sat on the bed and briskly took his shoes off and sprawled his legs out pulling me snuggly in between them.

"Sorry if it's too tight. My butt and thighs like to make themselves known" I joke as I wiggled around to find a comfy spot.

"Trust me they're known, and loved" he smiled pinching my bottom slightly.

"Watch your hands Irwin" I laugh swatting his hands away.

I laid my head back against his chest and shut my eyes. The comfort his heart beat brought me was beyond anything else.

"I love listening to your heart" I mumbled into his shirt.

"Good cause it beats for you" he replied while running his fingers threw my hair.

"You cheese ball" I laughed quietly.

"I'm serious L. You're all that I got and all that I want. You are my life" he swallowed hard.

In my head I was doing a continuous matinee of "please don't cry". I couldn't handle Ashton crying. I couldn't handle knowing that the situation I caused brought him to his knees.

"It won't ever happen again" I spoke.

"Don't promise something you can't keep".

"You know me well enough to know I keep my promises" I say.

He doesn't respond, he just grabs me tighter and hides his face in my neck.

"Please don't leave quite yet" he sniffles.

"I wouldn't dream of leaving you" I tell him.

I stayed in the hospital for a week being watched over. The whole seven days Ashton was by my side never leaving and always there to kiss my hand during the check ups. I was extremely greatful he was being so sweet and understanding. After the incident I was a bit worried that he would leave me due to the stess I was putting on him, but he didn't.

"Ready to go my moon?".

I look up from where I was seated on the bed to see Ashton in the door way my suitcase in hand.

"Sure am my sun" I smiled widely.

I was more than happy to leave this dreadful place. To be able to breathe fresh air and enjoy the October breeze. I was even happier to see my friends again.

"I'm free!" I yell.

Ashton laughed at me and opened the passenger side door.

"C'mon princess let's go see the gang" he smiled.

I squealed and climbed into the car. I couldn't wait.

We began to drive away from the gross hospital and out into the world. I rolled down my window and turned up the radio that was playing Zeppelin. I grabbed Ashton's hand and closed my eyes and enjoyed the moment till it stopped. I opened my eyes to see something I didn't want too.

"Why are we at my house?" I questioned.

I had assumed we'd be at Luke's house or maybe even Calum's but not mine. I was kind of dreading going back to my empty house.

"I have a surprise it'll just take a second" he assured me.

I simply nodded and followed my boyfriend into the home.

"Wait hold on" he said.

All of a sudden my eyes where cover with what had to be the bandana he was just wearing. We continued to walk a bit then he warned me we'd be making our way up the stairs. I sighed but stayed compliant and carefully climbed the stairs practically blind besides Ashton's direction.

"Okay you ready Luna?" Ashton asked.

"As I'll ever be" I joked.

He took off the blindfold and I was enveloped in color.

My bedroom had been transformed. The boring white walls were now a beautiful muted yellow. My polaroid photos were strung up on twine and hug up over my bed. My posters with a few new additions were everywhere. I look over to my bed to see a brand new bed set. It was a bold white with stars running up the spance.

"Ashton this is beautiful" I sniffled.

"I decided to make this place into something you want to be in" he smiled. "So the gang and I came up with the idea to paint and change everything. The boys and I painted the room and we let Mikey pick out the bedspread" he explained.

"I want you to know that I'll always be here. Id never ever leave you. When it starts to get bad again we'll make our way out of the dark" Ashton spoke.

"That was a One Direction lyric you cheeky ass" my cry turned into a laugh at this.

"You're ruining my moment!" Ashton huffed out a laugh.

"Okay okay I'm sorry lover boy you can finish".

"What I'm trying to say is Luna Love Scott" he said sliding to one knee making me cry harder. "I never want to be without you. I don't wanna wake up and not have you by my side. I love you so will you do me the honor of making you my wife?".