A weird love story

The truth

Next day

Tiffany
Mollys been blowing my phone up. I've been ignoring him. There was a knock on my door. I opened it. It was Molly. I said what? Molly said can we please talk? If you don't like what I have to say. I'll fuck off and we'll only speak on camera. I said okay. He walked inside. I closed the door and sat on the couch. He sat down beside me and said I didn't just kill people for fun, I'm not violent for fun I promise. The night all hell broke loose at the circus. I had invited a new act to draw in money. It was Toya and her devil toad. I've never killed anyone til that night in my current life. I'll explain that in a minute. But the bugs Toya used to control the toad got free and it sent him into a frenzy. She could no longer control him. He shot these things at my friends and circus goers that turned them into these monster and he shot Gustav. My mentor, the man was like my father. He gave me a place to live and work when I had nowhere to go. I didn't know he had shot Gustav. I ran over to help him up, because he was on the ground and I tried to evacuate as many people as I could. When I went to help him up I saw that he had been turned into one of those monsters. He tried to attack me. I didn't want to kill him. But I blacked out and the person I was in the past life Lucien took over in that moment. I stabbed Gustav with my swords and I didn't know what I did until I came to and saw my mentor on the ground dead with blood on my hands. I take full accountability for what I did and it eats me alive everyday for what I did to Gustav. But I tried to help as many people as I could. It was my hands that killed Gustav. We went to rescue Toya when the devil toad took her. I killed the devil toad but in process Toya was being held by him and when we tried to heal her. Her wounds wouldn't heal and she died. He killed her prior to us arriving to rescue her. I killed people in combat when me and the mighty nein went to retrieve a relic. We were sent to retrieve the beacon it's a thing that holds my kinds souls so we can be reborn into a new person after we die. I killed people during that combat and before that on the mission to retrieve the beacon. I was the get away driver. I was just sitting on the carriage shuffling my cards. When a lady walked over and attacked me. Whoever I was in my past life really gave me a shitty life. Because this lady attacked me and was babbling on about a ritual where Lucien died and how am I still alive. I didn't know a fucking thing about Lucien and his powers. So Lucien took over and I made her explode. So that's the people I've killed. I said so who's Lucien? Molly said someone I don't wanna be. I've researched him. He was the leader of a mercenary group called the Tombtakers. He sought power from an ancient entity in the Astral Sea, but a ritual went wrong, fracturing his soul and killing him. But a small part of his soul survived. So when I was born his soul merged with mine and now I'm stuck with him. I try my best to not let him take over. He hasn't taken over since I've been here. So I try to avoid going home as much as possible. Because I don't want to get killed for something I didn't fucking do. I said how do they know you're Lucien? Molly said we look identical, I tried to get tattoos to show people I'm not him. But that didn't work. I don't want to be Lucien. I want to be me. I don't want to be a monster. I'm not blaming Lucien for my actions. But I can't help if his part of me takes over. I've tried many rituals to remove him. But they all failed. So I've learned to just live with it. But I'm not a monster Tiff. Whatever you think I am after finding out I've killed people. Please don't let that change how you feel for me. He moved my hair behind my ear and said just know, I'd never harm a hair on your head. The only exception to me killing someone is if they try to hurt you. I said Molly, that's a lot to take in. Molly said I know it's a lot, just think about it please. I said okay, give me some time to think. Molly said that's all I ask. I said okay. Molly said have a nice night tiff. I said you too. He left....