A weird love story

Its over

Friday

Molly
I haven't heard from Tiffany since Wednesday. I was in the men's locker room. Gunther said so, Finn how's it going with you and the girls. I said fucking awful. Drew said you got 2 hot women fighting over you. What's not to love? I said they both fuckin hate my guts. Matt said what'd ya do? I said well I told Blake I wasn't into her romantically. We were a strictly sex relationship. She knew that from the beginning. I made the crystal clear. I didn't want a relationship and she's heartbroken. Tiffany is a whole other thing. She met some of my friends unintentionally Tuesday and one of them told her something I didn't want her to fuckin know and it scared her. Which is valid given what was said. So I went to her house and tried to explain to her why I did what I did and she won't speak to me. So I'm ready to blow my brains out. Matt said damn! These women really don't like you do they. I said nope and I have to flirt with Mariah and make out with Tiffany tonight. Gunther said just last week they were fighting over who gets to be with you. I said this is why I don't do fuckin relationships. This is why I prefer a strictly sexual relationship. This shit doesn't fuckin happen. I'm over it and I'm pissed off. Fuck this and fuck being in a relationship. Matt said where you going? I said to blow off some steam. I walked out of the locker room. I went to the ring. I slid in. Tiffany was there along with some other superstars. I said who wants to train? Cody said slid in and said okay. I looked at him and we locked up, I slung him on the ground. Cody got up and clotheslined me. He said you pissed or something? I stood up and kicked him in the gut and said no! I slammed him on the ground. Cody said you're wrestling like you are. Cody leg sweeped me, got on top of me and started punching me. I shoved him off and slung him against the ropes. I said well I'm fucking not! I picked him up and power slammed him. I started punching him. I blacked out. When I came to. People were checking on him outside the ring. I said oh shit! I slid out. Punk said back up! I said Cody are you okay?! Cody looked at me and said I'm fine, but don't wrestle when you're pissed off. I said I'm so sorry. Cody said go calm down first and then come find me. I walked up the ramp and went to the back. Tiffany said Molly! I turned around and said yeah? Tiffany said are you okay? I said do you want me to be honest? Tiffany said yeah. I said no, I'm not alright. I'm fucking pissed. Mariah hates me and you won't fucking talk to me after I told you EVERYTHING that happened to me. You look at me like I'm a monster Tiffany and I'm not. I'm not a killer. You probably don't fuckin believe that. But for both of our sake just only talk to me on camera. I'm done trying to have a relationship. I end up hurt and broken every fucking time. So what's the point. Tiffany said Molly, I've thought about it and there's parts of your life that I just can't handle. I'm sorry. I said see, I beat you to what were you gonna say. I see in your eyes that you don't trust me. Even though I haven't given you a reason not to. Let's just keep our relationship professional. No more sex, no more relationship talk. The only relationship I want is the one on camera. Other than that I'm done Tiff. I'm sorry. I held her hand and said you're a lovely woman and I hope you find someone who's not as fucked as me. I sat on a crate and started shuffling my cards. Natalie walked over and said you're stemming, what's wrong? I said well, Mariah hates my guts, Tiffany found out I've killed people, when I explained why she doesn't like me anymore. That's a fucking shocker ain't it. I rolled my eyes. Nat, I'm going to die alone. Nobody will accept my past and me for me. I heard Mariah say I would've. I looked at her and said I'm sorry Mariah. But I'm never dating again and I don't think we should have sex anymore. I hurt you a lot and I hate that I did that. You didn't deserve it. Mariah said Tatum can we have a moment? Natalie said come find me later and we'll talk. I said okay. Natalie walked away. Mariah said look, what you said it hurt me a lot. But you did tell me in the beginning you didn't want a relationship and I should've kept that. I'm sorry for how I reacted. I held her hand and said it was valid. You have feelings Mariah and I hurt them. I hurt everyone I care about. I hurt you, I hurt Tiffany, I just probably broke Cody's nose. I'm a monster Mariah. Mariah held my face and said you're not a monster Molly. You have a shitty past. I know about the killing. I said what? Mariah said I've over heard you and Tatum talking about it. But you did what you had to do. That doesn't make you a monster. I said I really hate that I hurt you. Mariah said wanna start over as friends? I smiled and said yeah. Mariah backed up, stuck her hand out and said I'm Mariah. I said hi I'm Mollymauk but you can call me Molly. Mariah smiled and said so do you wanna talk about what happened with Tiffany. I said it's a long story. Mariah sat down beside me and said I have time. I said okay. I started telling her what happened....