A weird love story

Breakup

Molly
Charlotte said the fact that you're actually friends with porn stars is wild. I said 10 years ago, I was single and in Miami. Are you really surprised? Jade said uh yeah. You know Abella danger. Molly said Abella and I used to be pretty close actually. Then we both got insanely busy. Jessica jumped the barricade and walked away. I said what's wrong with her? Punk said I don't know, you're friends with a well known pornstar. I said I haven't talked to any of my porn friends in at least 3 years. Becky said well you better go talk to her before she dumps you. I know I'd be pissed if Colby had a porn stars number. I groaned. I jumped the barricade and said Jess! Jessica! I caught up to her and said hey! Jessica said what?! I said what'd I do? Jessica said you make sex tapes, you're friends with porn stars, you're fine that a video of you fucking 5 other people got leaked, you just got invited to Abella Dangers birthday party. I said WE just got invited. Not just me to clarify. Jessica said I can't keep up with that lifestyle Molly. That's not mine. I said it's not mine anymore. I haven't filmed a sex tape in literally over a year that's why they're all locked up in a safe. I haven't talked to anyone from the porn industry in at least 3 years. How do you want me to react to something I had no control over? Crying and panicking isn't gonna change the fact that the world has seen me fucking 5 people. The only way I can go about this is to accept it. So if you want my response to be I'm ready to kill myself. You're not gonna get that. Jessica said I wish you cared more about yourself Molly. It's pisses me off that you make jokes about this. As if this only affects you. I said so how does my sex tape affect you. Jessica said people are judging me for being with you. They're making fun of me! I'm directly tied to you. I said well if you care more about peoples judgement than our relationship. Let me do us both a favor. I can't be with someone who prioritizes random peoples opinions over someone you supposedly love. I'm sorry Jessica. But this won't work out. I'll still help you navigate your way though the Tiefling thing. But that's it. I walked away. Jessica said Molly! I didn't mean it like that! I said fuck off Jess! I went outside and leaned against the wall. I shuffled my cards. Paige was out there. Paige said I saw the video. I said I'm fine before you ask me. Paige said then why are you pissed off? I said Tiffany and I broke up. Paige said why? I said she cares more about the public's opinion than our relationship. I can't be with someone who prioritizes other people's judgement over someone they supposedly love. Paige said that's rough man, I'm sorry. I said it's okay. She wants me to be more upset about it. But that's not gonna change the fact that everyone's seen me fucking 5 people. I can either accept it and move on or do what most people do and let it consume them and ruin their lives. Everyone has sex it's a natural thing. I just so happen to enjoy being filmed. Paige said you're definitely dealing with it better than I did. I drank constantly, started doing drugs and almost killed myself. I said well I'm not shy about my sex drive. My back up career is porn if this goes south. So I've already mentally prepared for my tapes to be seen by the public. Paige said well I'm glad it's not hurting you. It fucking sucks to have private videos leaked. Paige looked at her phone and said uh Finn, I know you're cool with sex tapes. But a ton of your nudes are circulating X now. I pulled my phone out and looked at it. I groaned and said motherfucker! Can I have a moment please? Paige said of course, if you wanna talk come find me. I said I will. I pulled the top card and pulled the death card. I said can it fuckin happen already, Jesus Christ. I put my cards back in my pocket. I grabbed my phone, I went to my camera and started recording.

Whoever decided that it'll be funny to post my personal sex tapes and nudes. Imma tell you right now, if this is your way to torture me. It's not working. I'm a hypersexual, bisexual, circus freak. Believe me having my sex tapes and nudes leaked isn't the worst thing that's ever happened to me. So if your goals to make me depressed and to kill myself. It's not working, everyone has sex. I just have a better sex life than most people. So go ahead post all the private pictures and videos of me you want. You're just proving I'm hot and good in bed. The 2 things that I already fuckin knew.

I sat on the ground and said fuck my life....