Dear Ryan,
To tell you the truth I'm still got feelings for you and I can't escape them.
I know you have a crush on my best friend and I can't do anything about it. You can't help who you fall in love with even if it hurts.
I lied to you before when I said some other guys name to find out who you like and now I don't what to know anymore.
My heart hurts when I found out who. :'(
You are a no good for nothing dick head because you don't realize who you hurt around you. I know I say all those nice things but that is from my heart not my head.
Sometimes I believe I should not listen to my heart because it leads me wrong all the time.
I don't know how long I can pretend everything is ok.
With lots of love
G.C
