Dear Ryan,
It's the first the in about a month we have talked. I like to talk to you about a lot of things that went on between us.
I also believe that some things should stay in the past. I know you want things to go back to the way they were, but I don't think it will ever go back to the way it was before.
It might one day. I wish you will talk to me about anything you want, but I know it won't happen. I'm still upset from what you said to me but I know you won't know I still remember what you said, because I lied to you. Saying I don't know what your talking about.
Anyway you won't understand anyway even if I did tell you what's going on and I just can't tell you things like I use to.
With lots of love
G.C
