Dear Ryan,
Why do you do this to me?
I will never forgive you for what you have done to me.
I can't have my feelings for you forever. I know you don't want to be with me and it is obvious to me, how you don't want to talk to me.
Daz thinks your thinks your using me and that you are playing with my feelings. I believe she is right. I hate it if it is. I won't ever find it out because you won't ever read this and I hope that will be it.
I hate the way I feel towards you. I also hate how you don't even care how I feel and it hurts.
You don't even know that Andrew said that I am faking my feelings towards you. In my head I love you.
I hate you. Your just a user and I will never forget that. I don't want to do this anymore because I can't wait forever and right now all I want to do is kick you in the balls.
Rose are red Voilets are blue Sugar is sweet you could of been too but Rose are wiflied Voilets are dead Sugar is lumpy so is your head.
I have no idea what you got out of destroying my heart and faith in the male kind. You know what I live with males and go to school with them too but I still don't get them it's sad don't you think.
With lots of love
G.C
