I'll plug in my headphones
and turn the music up so loud
i can't hear myself think
about the irony of the pain
you caused out of love
and the blood in the sink
your squared off fingerprints cut
deep into the surface of my heart
your face haunts my nightmares
and leaves me awoken with a start
I can't look into a mirror without
despising how my reflection looks
because the sight of that same
shade of blue leaves me visibly shook
you picked me apart for who I am
and who I can never become
breaking my spirit in a desperate attempt for some sort of worth is your only sum
so I break these shackles made of your own words
and uproot you from our family tree
watching you choke on your bloody spit,
and letting you drown in your misery
