The Neighbor |August Alsina| ON HOLD-EDITING

^• Uh Oh

Kaeylnn Katrina La'Rose.🌻

My phone vibrated once again indicating a text. I was still in the middle of driving but my mind was far from the road and the wheel. Thanks to August I didn't even wanna go to this party anymore, I wanted to be as far from him as possible.

I pulled up into the venue my parents rented for tonight's party and got out. I got my clutch and my phone making my way into the entrance, before I went in I spotted August's black Charger I chuckled walking in.

He just don't know what's coming his way tonight.

As I maneuvered through the large crowds I did my lil two step until I found sneak and Ny. "Wassup woes." I slapped Sneak's behind and grabbed Ny's. Sneak turned around and mugged me and of course Ny was used to it so she just shook her head.

"Don't touch my beybeh ass again. That's fa meh and meh only." Sneak extra slow self growled also grabbing her ass.

"What the hell you talking about nigga this ass been mine since the second grade. I hit this shit before you even learned to read." I laughed.

We shared a couple laughs and drinks just enjoying each other. Of course August was starring at me from a distance but I didn't care I was just going to let him be, well for now. It was 8:30 now and I guess it was time to say our little we love you's and how much we really appreciate you type shit.

I know what your thinking, your like "she's gonna be petty and ruin his birthday" well your sure-nuf right. I'm not gonna make it obvious but I'm gonna throw shade like this bitch is sunny.

"August, Tonight as we celebrate your birthday, we wish you a magical day that is profoundly happy and richly blessed. We appreciate the special and unique role that you play in our lives - long may you continue to do so. Please know that you are admired and loved by your family, as a special and caring friend to many and as a colleague of note. Tonight we acknowledge how you are always there for us when we need you - through times of adversity and throughout the celebrations in our lives. Your strength, your caring and your support continues to brighten our days in so many wonderful ways - unfailingly, uncompromisingly and unyieldingly. I love you Aug." An elderly lady spoke.

It would've touched my heart, if that feeling was contagious. A few other people went up and gave they're speeches and now it was my turn. But as soon as I got up there I felt my stomach turn, you know the feeling where you know what your about to do is wrong and you just feel guilty for even thinking about it.

I grabbed the microphones  clearing my throat. "Um ok, this is kinda weird due to the fact that I never done this before but um I'll try. Um August and I had a very interesting relationship that I enjoyed while it lasted. He's an amazing guy with a great heart that will one day make someone really happy." At this point I had tears rolling down my red cheeks. "I hate to be the party pooper but I also refused to be taking advantage of. Your not perfect, your a guy you do stupid things I know but I'm not taking it anymore August.

It's been about 2 months and we've been through so much and I've given you chances after chances and I don't know if I can do it anymore. You know everything happens for a reason but some things happen because you're stupid and make bad decisions. Once again I'm extremely sorry for killing the u-um vibe but I'm just really tired of always being the victim."

With that I ran off the stage breaking down like a 5 year old. I made my way out the building running into the car slamming it shut. I sat there crying and thinking. I don't know how many times im going to go through something before I realize it's wrong. I feel so abandoned, I feel like although I have friends and a family they don't know me and the pain im enduring.

Someone knocked on my window causing me to bring my head up. I looked up only to see the devil himself, sighing I unlocked the door letting him in. He walked in and we sat in complete silence, so I decided to speak up.

"Was it that J-Mart girl?"

"Beyb-" I cut him off.

"August no I wasn't your baby when you was fucking that bitch now was I? It's stupid how when I kept asking you if you were alright you kept catching and attitude making me think I did something wrong. And do you realize my life could be in extreme danger, I don't know who you fucked but her dad is the nigga that raped me in the 3rd grade and you just brought this bitch closer to his bait." I raised my voice.

"I don't really care if you fucked that bitch. Yall both can catch HIV and die, but what I do care about is the danger you just put me in. So you can loose my number and do what you do because obviously that extra loosen pussy meant more to you than our relationship did."

"Kaeylnn that shit was an accident and I didn't even fuck her. Kay beybeh don't do this I fucked up yes but I can make it up to you. I l-love y-you." He mumbled the last part.

"No August you don't love me, you love the attention I provide for you. I don't even think you know what love is, cause if you did we wouldn't be in this position right now. August I done gave you most of my time and you took that for granted. Although you treated me wrong I'm sure you'll make someone else happy. See you around August."

I unlocked the door with tear filled eyes. Sighing he walked out with his hands in his pockets strolling inside also letting tears fall. Reminiscing about the time we spent together and the way I felt about him makes me wanna kick my own ass for being so stupid.

I pulled out the driveway going somewhere to clear my mind. I drove around for a few minutes and found myself at my favorite place the woods. Believe it or not I'm like the guy on DUFF I love to sit in Gods nature and just relax.

"Hey baby girl." A voice I thought I'd never have to hear again creepily smirked. My heart started beating out of my chest as I slowly backed away. I started to run but he was obviously quicker than me causing me to fall on my face.

"SOMEONE HELP!!!" I screamed. Before I could scream again I was hit in the back of my head with some hard ass medal making me loose consciousness.

Uh oh...........

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Ight Yall lemme know if Kay overreacted. And I'm really sorry about the wait I've been trying to think of something but nothing came to mind so yea. Hope you enjoyed.