Thug Love ( August Alsina Story)

Chapter 10:

THREE MONTHS LATER

Lala's POV

      So I've been trying to get used to the pregnant life. August has been by my side since we received the news. I'm glad he is, because lord knows I would have lost my mind if I didn't have him. As I'm driving down the highway, my cellphone starts to ring. I look down and the caller id reads, " Hoe Hoe." I immediately start laughing at the name. Ever since Saniaa' and I were in grade school, we would call each other hoes. No one knows why we did it but it was what we did. Our relationship is very unusual. But anyways, I pick up my phone and put it on speaker mode.

La: Whats goodie Hoe.

Saniaa': Nothing much. Where you at?

La: I just came back from Walgreens to get some nail polish. I'm on the highway passing Exit 34.

Saniaa': Oh okay. You think you can come and pick me up to bring me to Stop n Shop real quick? I gotta pick up some dinner for me and the hubs.

La: Alright, Ill be there in 3 minutes so be ready. I dont wanna be waiting 12 hours for your ass to put on your eyebrows.

Saniaa': Bitch bye.

When Saniaa' hung up the phone, I immediately started laughing. I got off Exit 38, and turned left off of the highway.

**Ring Ring Ring**

I look down at my phone, thinking it was Saniaa' calling but it was actually August.

La: Hey baby. What's up?

My heart immediately started to pound, it wasnt August. It was Chris. Aug never ever EVER lets anybody use his phone. Not even me.

Chris: Yo, La. You gotta get to the hospital ASAP!!! August got stabbed in the stomach!!!!

Tears immediately started to fall from my eyes. I illegally whipped the car to the opposite lane and sped down the road, not giving a fuck if a cop was around. This is not about to happen to me and the baby. We both need him. 

"Dear Heavenly Father,

     I'm coming to you right now to ask for forgiveness for all the sins I have committed in my life. God I am also asking you to please watch over August. I love him so much and I need you to keep him alive for our family. He's literally my life and I don't know what I would do without him. I know you have this all in your hands. So please just watch over him. For me. For our child. Love you. Amen."

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I arrived at the hospital and ran to the front desk. The receptionist was sitting there, chewing some nasty looking gum obnoxiously. Her name tag read " Carol."

Carol: How may I help you?

La: Hi. I need the room number for August Alsina.

Carol: What's his full name?

La: August Anthony Alsina Jr.

Carol: Are you a relative?

La: I'm his wife.

Carol: Your passed visiting hours.

La: I really need to see him. He was just rushed here becau-

Carol: Listen here. You came to late. Therefore, you can't see him. Visiting hours end at 8:00pm. 

La: No no. You listen here. My husband might be dead and i aint finna stand here and deal with your fucking bullshit. Bitch its 8:01pm. Like you deadass cant let me up there. Therefore, I'm need you to type of that 1970s computer thing and look up the room number for August Anthony Alsina Jr. Got it!?

I could tell Carol was mad but i didnt give a shit. She typed in his name, looking me directly in the eyes while doing so. Her eyes were full of hatred and she seemed as if the devil were to emerge from her body any second. 

Carol: Room 567.

La: Thanks. You have a blessed day.

I shot her a big sarcastic cheesy smile and ran towards the elevator. When i got to the room, I busted through the door. Chris was sitting beside the bed, balling tears. I have never seen a nigga cry like that before. I rush to the other side of the bed and see August hooked up to all sorts of wires and machines. That broke my heart a little bit. The most part of me is concerned about August's wellbeing. But i know why this happned. He's still fucking around with the drug life. He knows i dont want him to do this cause of the baby. If he feels better, i'm not talking to him. I can tell he is alive because his chest is movin g as if he were breathing. I plant a kiss across his forehead. In the matter of seconds, I feel a hand brush my cheek. I look down and see August up at me with squinting eyes. I slowly smile and hugged him. He shifts in the hospital bed.

La: Oh. Im sorry.

Aug: Its okay.

La: What happened?

August looks at Chris. Chris gives him that 'tell her and she'll beat your ass' look, but he gets up and walks out the room. August rubs his eyes really quick.

Aug: Ny'Ari I want you to know that what I'm about to say will effect you, but just know that I love you with all of me.

La: What is it ?

Aug: I'm having an affair with another woman. Her boyfriend found out and stabbed me when I tried to run away.

Aug POV

**SMACK**

Ny's hand came crashing into the side of my face. Damn that girl know she can kill a elephant with those hands. I cupped the side of my face. When, I looked up at Ny, a single tear ran down her face. She stared at my heart monitor as if she was about to pull the plug that was keeping me alive. Her eyes then slowly moved to look at me. She grazed her hand against my cheek. Then raised her hand as if she was about to give me another, but she stopped. I tried to hold her hand but she moved it out my path. Ny got out her chair and started to walk to the door. 

Aug: Please don't leave me. I'm sorry.

She tossed a black and white picture on my lap. It was a photo of our baby. This crushed my heart. I didn't mean to do this to her. But not having sex was killing me. I hate myself. I wish i could just die right now. I love Ny'Ari so much and I broke her heart. God just shoot me. I honestly don't deserve to life. My world has walked out on me and i don't have anyone else to stand beside me. I can't even imagine what she's thinking right now.

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