Wanted: Husband (ManxMan)

Chapter Six

The most undeniably feeling in the world is when he is close to me. Our skins touch each other sending electric feeling all over my body making my whole system dysfunction. Intentionally or not, Lucas gives these kind of feelings. I wonder how he really feels for me.

I don't want to know his point of view about me because that'll make me insecure of myself. With the time he is staying in our house, it is more easier to us to hang out inside or outside the house.

But there's a little problem with us, my mum. She has the oldest way of having an affair with someone else. She all goes, "Oh my gosh, poor Amanda. Her daughter got pregnant at sixteen! Can you believe it?" Sometimes, "You, two," she was talking the twins, "Study first before wiggling your butts and breasts in front of men! Have you heard about blah blah blah..." or "Levy, I don't want you to have a boyfriend unless you graduated college and have a good job. This isn't the right time to be in love or act all lovey dovey."

We had a talked last night actually, she barged on my room. Of course I was surprised and shocked. She was kind of hysterical at that moment.

"It's not natural isn't it?" I furrowed my brows at her.

"What?" I curiously asked.

"A girl in her age got pregnant, Levy!" She looked at me with wide eyes.

"A sixteen year old girl, again?"

"Fifteen! Fifteen, Levy?!"

"So? She has what you have under your skirt and probably the other has what I have in mine, too." I sarcastically said, tired of her shites in this very late evening.

"That's not I meant, son, the young ones are more aggressive than older ones. They think life is easier when they confess their feelings to each other, make things what mature people do-"

"Age is just a number, mum. We don't have to compare what is now and what was yesterday. Your time has gone far too left behind."

"And you're saying that your generation is nearly in the future? This isn't gunna make any sense. We know everything because we are the ones who have traveled and lived from the past to the present and will be living in the future, Levy. Don't forget that."

"I am not going to opposed that. That's the truth anyways." I surrendered.

"As I was saying, you will know someday what I really mean. That's why I don't want you to be in an early relationship with anyone, Levy. Love doesn't only bring happiness to a couple, it has a devastating part where you will loose everything you have stored inside your heart. Your feelings. And the most excruciating thing, you trust that person but you don't know what his true intentions towards you. I don't want to elaborate any of it. I don't want you to get hurt." She explained making my heart stiffened. Is it true? Then my mind traveled to Lucas.

Now I'm doubting.

And that was the last thoughts I remembered last night. From the balcony outside my room, I saw Mr. Orlov helping Mrs. Gibbs with some sacks of soil, I guess, to the garden. I waved at them when they lifted their heads to me catching my attention.

"Hey, Levy." It was a whisper but I barely heard it from behind. I turned around and see Lucas peeking on the doorway.

"Hey to you, too." I make my way to him. I opened the door to reveal his some outfit. Just some tank top and a shorts. I raised my brow at him but he only shrugs then grabs my hand pulling me through the hallway down to the stairs.

We walked passed to the living room before we ended up in the kitchen. I was surprised when the table was on set with two plates, utensils and a new cooked food. I can tell because of the steaming smoke evaporating from it.