Chapter 4
i stood shocked in the room until carter was banging on the door. I just couldn't wrap my mind around the fact that he came into my dressing room and kissed me while i was basically naked. My life had to be a deam this wasn't real.
Carter: did yall fuck?!
Me: wtf NO ! No no and no again!
Carter: just making sure you weren't trying to steal my man .. But why was he in here and why you look like you scared? He tried to kill u ?
me: well when you left me earlier he ...well now i believe it's him dragged me in a closet and slipped me a note and pushed me out, but i never read the letter i just threw it in my bag
carter: ahh hell naw bitch you bouta get killed they on some crazy white people shit oh shit im fucking with you im gone get myself killed with you bitch i dont wanna die
me: Carter shut your ass up! so he came in here covered my mouth kissed me i mean tounge and all and then left as fast as he came in
carter:you kissed my man hoe im mad! when you getting the dick ? was it good? and yeah he had to leave fast because he was here with neveah i saw them leave together when i saw him crawling out your room,
me: he was with her oh wow what a hoe!
carter: giirrrlll i cant believe you got the dick before i did.
me: his lips were good though tasted soooo good! but im going to pretend it never happen because he wanna go behind and kiss me like i need a MAN not a hoe nigga
carter: i taught you well boo.. but are you going to read the note?
i thought about it long and hard i decided not to.i took it out and ripped up the letter. honestly if he was a real nigga he wouldnt write no kindergarten letter honestly. i was better than that i sure as hell wasnt craving his attention and i wasnt going to be like the other girls jumping at his every word he was a jerk a sexy jerk but he wasnt shit. sneaking around passing letter and this was the stone cold killer that everyone feared.
After the mall we returned to class we were in history. we sat in the groups and kelsy sat with us . there was tension because Carter being carter made it know he didnt like kelsy.
kelsy: so where is my outfit and lunch
carter: *kisses teeth* hoe at the store where your broke ass left it dont nobody want you here.
kelsy: excuse what your problem ?
carter: isnt it obvious you hoe!
me: Carter! why you being so rude
Carter: i said i was going to make it know never said i would tolerate it.
me: kelsy i apologize on carters behalf h-
before i could contiue the bell rang and it was off to the other class. today was dragging on . finally class was done and i realized that andre was ignoring me like nothing ever happen in fact he was staring me down and so was his groupies. i didnt care school was out and it was time for dance practice. i danced my heart out for a couple hours when practice was done. i went home talked on the phone with Carter then prepared myself for the rest of this week.
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the past few weeks have been back to regular.i went back to being a invisible student until the third week of school. when i was in chem class.
penell: okay class since this porject is farthering along and no one is complete yet it im making it mandatory that you work with your partner if you dont then you have no grade thats all now begin to work.
oh great after weeks of ignoring him now i have to talk to him.
me: what were your initial plans for the project?
he gave me a real cold glare
andre: dont worry i got it now you can go back to being prissy
me: excuse me please font let me start!
andre: man whatever bitch start all you want but watch who the fuck you talking to
penell: mr. gonzalez &ms.anderson principal office now !
Andre: man whatever this hoe wanna act brand new and shit but wasnt saying that when she was kissing on a nigga lips and shit
me: what the fuck ?! you kissed me you came onto me and that elemetary ass letter i never read bitch dont think your small dick ass gonna pie me in front of this class
andre: man whatever shut up you really think that a guy like me tryna get down with a girl like you ! i can get pussy easy and your rich girl shit aint what i want
with thoose words i got up and smacked the shit out of him. it was loud and hard because my hand stung and he held his face but i didnt care at this point. i grabbed my things and stormed out of class
