I know that no matter how much I write or how I say it, this is going to hurt you. But it needs to be said.
I can't do this anymore. I can't keep waiting for you to change. Every time you don't answer my anxiety gets worse and worse, because I'm in love with you and you won't talk to me. And I don't just want two hours of you. I want days, days, weekends, and everything in between. But this is hurting me, that I can't have that. I said I would never leave you, but we're barely even together. So the best explanation in my eyes is to not be together at all until we can actually be together. Until you are actually in my arms, because I can no longer stand being away from you but being so committed to you; I can't even kiss you. It just hurts too much. Being with you but not being able to actually have you hurts worse than not having you at all. I'm sorry that I'm not strong enough, and I know that nothing I say can make this better. But I just can't be in love with someone I can't even hold. I want you to know though that the minute that you are actually in front of me and in my reach, I will be yours, forever and always.
-too far away
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These Notes You'll Never Receive
RandomIn this book, I have collected (and still am collecting) letters and notes from people all around, some I know very well and some I've never met. They have written these heartfelt notes to certain people, but never intend on sending them. These are...
