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For all the people who like to make fun of the "emo" kids, you should know that everyone, and I mean everyone goes through that depression phase at some point in their life, and I would much rather it be now than later. Because right now you are surrounded by people that give a shit you- your parents, your teachers, your twenty friends that you won't keep in the long run but that care about you right now. It's better to go through that now and learn your worth right now while you are still moldable, than have it happen ten years from now when your in college living alone swimming in debt and questioning your life, or being pregnant and being hit with a depression that came out of nowhere. I would rather have all those sad thoughts now. I did. I went through the phase where I thought that no one really cared about me, voices in my head telling me I was shit, wearing black to fade, listening to bands screaming words that I can't form myself. But I had friends who were there for me, and a mom who cared, in her own fucked up way. And they helped me. And now I know that I am worthy. I matter. I'm getting a better understanding of who I am. And I'm glad I did all this from 14-16 then from 22-40.

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