Fear and Braveness 2~ Story of #376

Somewhere Deep Inside

I look at Kurapika as he take my hand, and tells me that he would have took care of me, didn't matter if I looked like Naoko or not.
-From now on, for me you will be Sheila, nobody else.- he states, but I know already that his, is a promise he can't keep, just as he looks at me I can feel the pain transpire from him, and I wonder why.

Why I can sense so clearly his feelings?

I didn't though about it until now. I just normally detected them and reacted as I wanted to, but now, where I could see he was clearly trying to hide them, I could still see the sadness he kept in his heart and it worried me.
Was it an effect of being in a human body? Maybe it was becouse of Naoko's feeling that still were somewhere into me? I closed my eyes and tried to think about what I should have done about this: I was a copy of [Name] in the body of Naoko, but this wasn't giving me any answer!

-Sheila? Are you ok?- Kurapika asks me as I take my head between my hands, starting to feel like a hurricane was having a party with a thyphoon in my head.
-Sheila? SHEILA??- great, now he's yelling. Doesn't he knows that yelling to someone with an headache is NO GOOD?? I glare at him from under my arms shield, and I hear him finch back a little. Then a voice speaks through me, and I can't do anything to stop it.
-Kurapika don't worry.... I'm fine!- I am not fine!! Why I'm saying this?? I close my eyes shut, as I feel myself losing consciousness or something similar, but in truth, I'm just letting somebody else get in control...

There are three of us, but only one at time...

[Name], Naoko and Sheila.

Who is the real one? Who is the intruder? Nobody knows.

I can hear a female kid voice sing this in my mind, as I try to understand what that is implying.
But as I see [Name] coming towards me with a warm smile, I fully understand what's going on.

I am nothing more than the intruder of the story, someone who shouldn't exist.

[Name] is still smiling sweetly, as she asks me if I'm confused, what am I thinking, if I want comfort. I nod slowly, as she gets near me and hugs me, gently patting my head:-I know it's hard... but remember that we are your friends!-

She really is nice, isn't she? But then, why I can't feel accepted nor happy about this? I just feel slightly scared about not be able to be really myself. I can't answer as [Name] asks me what I think of all this, but before I can say anything, I feel myself open my eyes just to see Kurapika kissing me.

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I back away fastly as I yell at him why he was doing such a crazy thing, as I could see him blush in anger and embarassment.

-What the hell wers you doing???- I yell, as I keep showing the blonde further away from me.
-What?? But... Naoko... she.... you.... - he seems as panicked as I am as he tries to explain something that he can't, since this type of thing never happened.
-I-I'm sorry...- I comply, as I look at the red handmark on his cheek, even if I'm not sure if I did that or Naoko who was here before, then I explained him what really happened, and he apologized, but I knew he did nothing wrong.
-This is going to be really an handful, isn't it?- I try crack a smile, as he smiles back agreeing with me, then we start walking towards his place, as he promised before.

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Author note:

Don't worry! Next chappy Killua arrives!! :3 but what will happen then? I know~ hehehe~~

Then, any suggestsions or theories about what's going to happen are accepted!I don't know if I'll add them(right away) but I would like to know~♥

I want to thank who liked and commented my first chapters, you are awesome!♥♥

See you next chappy~
WookieTheBeater.