deadman's madness// TG

Chapter 3- Stop

Humans. Food. Everywhere.

The scent is overpowering, The sweet aroma of the young and untainted mixed with the bitterness of unclean flesh. Flesh tainted with drugs and excessive alchohol. Discusting compared to the beautiful aroma of a young woman, clean of any impurities.

I jerk my head around my street.

An old man with his newspaper. Meat.

An young woman with her child. Food.

A small boy playing on the streets cound end my hunger...

I want it to stop. I want it all to stop. I discust myself and i am an excuse for a human being. But i am not a human being.

I am a ghoul.

I walk down the street. I need to get to a dark allyway so i can feed. As i walk i feel like everyone is staring at me and ignoring me at the same time. I try to blend in but my aim is different. They want to lead normal lives; they will go off to work, go to the supermarket, go visit family members, collect their kids from school. I would kill to be like them.

But instead i am going to kill.

I turn off my street into a back ally where nobady is currently standing. There are too many conflicting emotions inside mr right now.

You need this. Do i really?

Its only one human. I cant murder anyone.

This situation I am in. It is the cruellest test i could ever be given by a divine power.

A young man turns down into the area i am standing in. My territory. He looks straight at me. He is taller than me, with short light brown hair. I dont want to make this any harder than it needs to be so I revesl my eye. Before he gets a chance to scream I launch my self forward.

I am on top of him, ripping at his body eith my kagune and teeth, gorging on every bite of his flesh. It is soft, clean, delicious. It is...

DISCUSTING. I CANT DO THIS. I JUST KILLED A MAN AND ATE HIM. WHAT KIND OF MONSTER AM I?

I lie over the remains of the carcus crying. At least I'm not hungry anymore.