The Bad And Infuriating ✅ (Slowly Editing) 2015

11. The truth about Ryan is that he's a total a-hole.

Ryan's POV ( A few weeks later, to be exact, 2 weeks later )

"Pacify her, she's getting on my nerves, You don't love her. Stop lying with those words." The song is ironically true. Why does the radio always know what I'm thinking? When I drove Mia to school today, I felt this urge to be ugly too her. She is my whole world, and that scares the crap out of me. We should take things slower. Or stop moving forward. My reputation is shattering, my whole world evolves around her, I eat with her friends. Go to her house, make my homework with her. I text her everynight. I love her, I do. But things are going way too fast for me too keep up with. I need time for myself. We've only been dating for like , two or three weeks. No wait we're already dating for like a month. She spend the night like 4 or 5 times. After the second time spending the night, I woke up with a weird feeling. Girls normally don't stay the night, I always direct them too the door. It was weird, because we didn't even do it. I wish my dad was still here, so I could talk with him. He died four years ago.

Mia and I have nothing in common. Well maybe our taste of humor, she always knows how to cheer me up. She's always laughing at my jokes. But I wish she would just ditch that best friend of hers, he's mentally undressing her. I'm not joking.

she's all I've got. My friends are laughing at me, because I'm in a relationship. I need to get rid of her. Then my life will become normal again. Tom gave me the thousand dollars and then ignored me. What's up with that little bastard?

Probably pms'ing. God, he can be such a bitch sometimes. But back to business. I need to dump Mia, I love her, I really do, but I'm just not ready. I'll dump her when I bring her home. I think that's a good idea.

I have a crap load of homework to do.

Mia's POV

I'm worried. Ryan's building up walls, and I can't enter his 'castle'. He's going to dump me, I'm sure. Well I need to focus on my mathematics assignment. Jeremy has been ignoring me, what did I do? I had literally everything I wanted. And now I feel like I've lost everything. It's so stupid. I'm so stupid. Fiona is the only one who's really there for me. She's so sweet, kind and considerate. She's my second best friend.

With my 500 dollars, I threw a dinner, with, Ryan, Jeremy, Fiona, myself and my brothers. I think my brother Roland has a thing for Fiona, they'd be a cute couple.

I admit. But it would also be a little weird that my 19 year old brother was dating a girl who's my age. Isn't that illegal? Probably. When the day is finally finished, I'm nervous to get in the car with Ryan. I really need to get him to tell me what's going on.

As expected, he's waiting in front of my locker. His face lights up when he spots me between all the tall kids, he waves. I wave back. I open my locker door, place the books and things I don't need, in my locker and get my other textbooks out, the ones I do need.

Ryan offers to cary my bag. He's so sweet. When he places my bag in the trunk, I place my bottom on the passenger seat. He starts the engine. Looks at me and coughs.

Here we go.

Ryan's POV:

Here we go, she knows what's coming. Oh man, this is getting weird. What do I do. I should tell her right now. "Mia, I, Uhm. Yeah, you know what's coming right? I feel trapped, it sounds silly, I know but it's the truth. It really is, so yeah. We're not a couple anymore, I'm done with you. I'll give you a ride home. And then that's that. " She nods. Eyes filling with tears. Oh crap, what have I done?

I made her cry. oh crap now I even feel worse, than before. She nods, bites her lip, looks away, through the reflection of the window, I can see her holding her tears. She's really upset, but luckily not as upset as I thought. That's a relief. I drive her all the way home without saying a word. She's upset. She opens the door before i've stopped, opens the trunk, grabs her bag. And doesn't even give me a look. She just walks away. I totally understand her.

All of the sudden I have the urge to ring the bell, Mia opening it, "I was just kidding Baby," Then we kiss and she takes me back and I'll be the luckiest guy on earth. I've put her through a lot of shit already. But no, I can't do that. That would just be way to cruel. I'm not that mean. Am I? I dumped her on a Friday, again. Her weekend is totally ruined.

Mia's POV:

I knew it. And still I didn't expect it. I need to woman the hell up. I'm not ruining my weekend over him, again. "Roland, Jason? Come down here, you guys need to do me a favor." "WHAT IS IT, WE'RE IN THE MIDDLE OF COD! SO IT BETTER BE IMPORTANT!" "You guys need to kick Ryan's ass."

The shooting noises from upstairs stop. They stumble down the stairs. "Mia, what happened? Are you alright, can we castrate him? Ah please?" I laugh. "No, or maybe. Yes. Do it. He broke up, saying that he felt trapped." "That -" "motherfucker-" "We'll- " "kick his- " "ass. Don't worry about it anymore." They finish each other's sentences. That's a cute little thing they do.

I call Jeremy. "Hello Jere, I need you, I know you're ignoring me, but we need to talk, it's important."

Jeremy's POV:

"Hello Jere, I need you, I know you're ignoring me, but we need to talk, it's important." This is it. This is my chance. She finally accepted, that she likes me. " Yeah, why don't you just come over?" "Okay, I'll be there in like 10 minutes."

When she's arrived, I'm pumped with adrenaline. She probably wants to tell me how she feels about me, and that she dumped Ryan. Because she liked me. My heartbeat fastens , this is the day that I'll become the luckiest person on earth.

I open the door, and there is she, she's so pretty. I look in her eyes, and my heart breaks. She didn't come here for me, she came to talk about Ryan. God that little fucker. "Jeremy..." She bursts into tears. "Shh, tell me." I strike her hair. And draw circles on her shoulder blades. "He dumped me. I loved him, and he just broke my heart, because he just; " Because I feel trapped baby." he just stepped on it, you know?"

"Aah, he's a dick." My heart is shattered into a million pieces, Ryan will get his ass kicked. I need to be here for MIa now. Not think about my own reasons. God I'm so selfish.

" It's like he didn't care at all. He didn't even say I'm sorry, or said goodbye when I walked out the door. I.. I hate him." My heart leaps. "Really?" I hate that I sound hopeful.

"No. I love him Jere, it's like a kid in front of a candystore, it's like love for chocolate, that won't dissapear. Right?" "Yeah totally." She walks up the stairs to my room. I follow her.

She talks and I listen. She all of the sudden stops and looks me in the eyes. I lean in. Her breathing stops. I bring my lips to her and then all of the sudden I'm kissing her. She moves her lips. She likes me.

At least that's what I think before she punches me on the ear. "WHAT THE HELL DO YOU HTINK YOU'RE DOING? GOD YOU'RE JUST LIKE THEM. JUST AS MEAN AND SELFISH. I'M GOING." With that said, she walks out the door.

Oh crap, I've screwed up big time.

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So that was that, I know I'm really mean, no seriously, I've spent three days making this chapter, and it isn't even that long!

Songs for this chapter-
- Melanie Martinez:
-crybaby, -training wheels, -pity party, -tag you're it, - milk and cookies, -sippy cup, -soap, -dollhouse
AOA:
-Heart attack, - luv me, - come to me
Red velvet:
-Dumb dumb, they have a new album: red, the first album, huff'n'puff is a great song, but really there all really great.
So I'm currently, pre-writing my chapters, so yeah, but this allows me to be more detailed. Love you all, bye.