Journey

Chapter Three

The bell rang to go to lunch , and I went outside to sit and think more and more about this "new" Jay . I enjoy thinking to myself .
Time is really flying by i get out of school at 2:45 , "I wonder what I should do now" I thought to myself.
I'll pulled out a hair and style magazine & I came across something that would blow people's mind , If I tried it.
(Bell)
the bell rings to head home maybe I could have some alone time knowing my "parents" were at work , my dad sells stolen material and my mom is a liar , I really don't know where she works .
My whole ride on the bus I hear everyone talking about this party Saturday , I wonder do I really want to go , am I really ready to do this ?
The bus pulls up to my stop and I'm approaching my house , I see the door is already open ...

"Who's here?" I said boldly
"Hey baby" I hear a voice say coming from my room .
I run to my room anxiously to see .......
My father butt naked with my panties in his hand
"What in the hell are you doing!" I said boldly
"Don't act that way baby I know you've wanted me as much as I want you , your beautiful brown skin with that silky black hair" he says seductively.
I try running away but he grabs me and throws me on the bed.
I'm kicking and screaming telling him to leave me the fuck alone, ripping off my clothes visciously as he plunges inside me I feel a sharp pain and he's enjoying every minute of it. I scream for help but nobody is listening . The grunting got louder and louder . He pushed my knees to my chest going in and out rapidly , I couldn't help but to think "am I going to have a baby by this man I call dad ?" My eyes are blurry from tears . I look back at him , enjoying hurting me. When he looked back down he saw red spots all  over the bed sheets.
"What the hell , you're a virgin Jay ? He says as he grabs my neck attempting to choke me .
I nodded my head , not being able to say yes because I can barely talk from the pressure around my throat.
He began punching me and beating me brutally.
When all was done I could barely feel my body I ran to the bathroom to find myself throwing up blood.
It was time for me to leave the house
I packed my bag and by 12:00 tonight I was going to have everything planned out .
I got in the shower and began thinking.
I'm going to ask Zariah is it okay if I slept over her house for about 3-5 days til I can get on my feet alone , Zariah lived with her mother but her mom was barely home because of her traveling she has to do for her job .
When I got out the shower I began to call Zariah

"Hello" she says with her perfect voice
"Hi Zar, I need to ask you something" I mumbled so my dad wouldn't be able to hear me
"Sure , what's up girl" she replied
"Could I stay with you tonight til about Saturday?" I asked lowly
"Yes ! Sure , I get lonely" she said snickering
"Okay I'll be there by 12 tonight please don't be asleep" I said in a desperate tone
"Okay I won't, see ya tonight" she said as she
hung up the phone .
I needed a job if I was going to plan on living alone , I needed something with good money and easy something that pays very well.
The first thing that came to my mind was ...
Stripping , I only needed the money and I have school in the day time so at night I could make money .
The nearest most popular strip club was called "Benny's Babe's" and I guess you could tell what the boss name was "Benny" . The toughest guy in the town that loved money and bad bitches , he stayed to hisself nobody really ever could carry a conversation with him he wasn't the talking type. I decided to take a nap and go get tips on how to get a job from one of Benny's best strippers all the boys from around town talked about her , they called her "Cinnamon" I decided I'll take a nap for about 3 hours to kill time and go find her , the club opens at 8. So I could take a nap find her and talk and begin my new life .