The New Boy

Clubbing

The next morning you you woke up cause your alarm clock went off. You had berely slept last night. Harry had brought you home around 5 o'clock so you only slept for like 2 hours. You had pouches and dark crings under your eyes. You sighed deep as you looked in the mirror. You looked terrible. You took a shower and stepped out. You wore a dark grey crop top with long sleeves and some light ripped shorts. You let your dark hair hang loose and put on some makeup, trying to hide the dark crings under your eyes. Yasmin would pick you up in a quarter of an hour. You ate some cereal when the bell rang. Yasmin was here. You wouldn't tell her about Harry yesterday, you couldn't right? She'd hate you forever. You still didn't know why Harry was so abruptly quiet. Yesterday with him, was so perfect. You had never knows this sweet gentle side of Harry. You felt as if you could tell him everything. You were gonna see him today at school, you had a few classes with him. To be honest, you couldn't wait to see his face. Those dimples when he has his famous smirk on his face, his deeply green eyes, his soft smoochy lips... ''Morning.'' Yasmin said as she stood in front you. ''Hey.'' You were immediately out of your thoughts. ''Let's go.'' You were acting a bit awkwardly though cause you couldn't tell her anything about Harry..

When you arrived at school, you quick walked inside. Trying to avoid Yasmin today. You walked to your class already eventhough it hadn't begun yet. You saw Harry was sitting in his usual corner, in the back of the class. He had dark skinny jeans on with a long sleeved loose grey shirt. He was just staring at his table when he noticed you. You smiled at him and took the seat next to him. ''Hey.'' You whispered as you looked at him. You felt this tension and it made you quite uncomfortable. He glanced at you and focused back on the table again. He didn't even reply back to you.. Did he just suddenly forgot about what happened yesterday? ''Is there something wrong?'' You asked a bit worried. You just started to like Harry, he shouldn't be ruining it right away. ''Yeah. You are.'' He growled in his low raspy voice. You were  bit of shocked by his reaction. ''There's something wrong with me?'' You wanted to make sure he knew what he was saying. ''You heard me.'' He snarled back. ''You're such a jerk.'' You said and stood up and took a other seat. You couldn't believe what he was doing. Yesterday he comforted you and you two had even kissed and now he said there was something wrong with you? Why was he acting like this all of the sudden? Again, Yasmin was right. You felt embarassed, mad and used. Harry probably said all those sweet stuff yesterday, just for a kiss or maybe he wanted even more.. You were glad you didn't do anything more then just kissing with him. The rest of the class arrived. The same blonde girl as yesterday came to sit next to Harry. Good for him, maybe he could use her. You saw Harry was looking at you, you quick looked away, trying to avoid his intimidating gaze. 

The rest of the day went by slow, today you had again class till 5. 

You acted as if nothing happened between you and Harry and to be honest, it was hard to pretend. To pretend as if he meant nothing to you because he did mean something. 

When school was out and the hallways were empty as always, you walked up to your locker. Suddenly you felt a presence behind you. You slowly turn around to face one of the most beautiful people you have ever seen. ''Harry.'' You said shortly and quick turned around to your locker again. What was he planning on doing this time? ''I wanna talk to you.'' He said. ''No sorry I don't wanna talk to you. Not now, not tomorrow, not ever again.'' You snarled at him. He had really hurt your feelings and still he came running back to you. ''I know you're mad, I'm sorry but that's why I wanted to talk to you.'' You turned around to him. You couldn't help but see something in his eyes what made it so meaningful. He seemed sincere, just like yesterday. There was something just about him that was telling the truth, you could feel it. ''Fine but not here.'' You said as you put some books in your bag and closed your locker. You didn't want anyone from school seeing you two together. Harry nodded and you two walked outside towards his car. ''Just drive to my place.'' You said whispering. Without any directions, he drove straightly towards your house. This time your door wasn't locked so you opened it yourself. You quick walked in, Harry following you inside. He sat down on the sofa as you asked him if he wanted anything to drink, he shook his head. ''So what was so important to tell me?'' You wanted to get to point. You tried to distant yourself from him but there was thing pulling you back to him.. ''Yesterday..'' He began but stopped for a second. He looked you in the eyes and looked away again. ''It was great.'' He grinned a bit but you just waited for him to continue his story. ''I haven't felt that comfortable around someone since I moved here.'' He was a bit more serious now. You still didn't say anything but just looked at him. He was struggling to get the words escape his lips. ''When I'm with you Mina...'' He stopped again and swallowed. ''I feel good. Really good. I feel something, you know, fluttering in my stomach.''He blushed when he said this. Your heart just melted a bit but he still didn't explain his rude behaviour earlier. ''And that's what's so scary. Feeling something. I haven't felt something like this in a long time, trust me.'' He assured. ''I wanted to push those feelings away, it always worked but when I woke up this morning, I still felt it. That's why I wanted to push you out of my life, by being rude to you.'' He mumbled. You opened your mouth to say something but he continued. ''I know I acted like a jerk, like I don't know but it didn't work. I still had feelings for you. Pushing you out of my life makes no sense cause the feelings still remains. I want you back in my life, if you also want that.'' He looked nervously at you. You smiled at him and nodded your head. Normally people would kiss or hug eachother now but you and Harry didn't. It was weird but it made you more secure about him. He didn't use you for his own good. He just wasn't used to having feelings for someone.