The suicide note from her!

Don't talk like that

Reagan PoV

I was standing their drowned in the scent of rouge I put up with it I knew what I done was wrong but I was only following my fathers orders I had no choice. I blame myself while listening to her listing all possible ways to kill herself I felt her brother tense up when he heard that I killed his mother. I looked over to him when his eyes connected with mine his once blue eyes and his raven black hair now looking at me I couldn't take it in they were so similar yet so different he had the blood of an alpha but acted like a beta where as she had the blood of an alpha and acted like she was nothing it bothered me her hair was blond and her eyes which I convinced were once ocean blue and her hair both dull I saw a lot of blood I could smell it as well. I looked over to where I could see a blade and blood dripping from it.was that what she used to cut? It can't be can it? I looked around and saw multiple blades and a calendar stating the days she cut and her diary on her bed which I felt obliged to read but hesitated as it was an invasion of privacy.so I left it I knew that it was something I would do later. She must have been thinking about suicide for a rather long time after I killed her mum but it was not my fault it was my fathers I blame him for everything that has happened to her she could have committed suicide she still might?

But I wouldn't let that happen to her. I couldn't I would die if I lost something so dear to me even if she did reject me. Nothing and nobody will stop me and her from being together not even her.

I didn't even want to hear her say the words she wanted to die but I had to I could feel my eyes go glassy at that moment and I had to blink a few times to keep the tears that were threatening to spill back at peace.

I'm sorry if this was really short I need some ideas I guess you could say I still have ideas I still face my biggest problem and I know that talking always helps so if anyone ever needs to talk about anything then I'm always here for u can someone give me any ideas on what u would like in the story

Love
Erica x